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Municipal Enquirer
Now, though my fellow psychiatrized will not get the same thing out of this page as the local yokels do, (since a friend in Germany or Australia etc. does not know any of these people), the locals DO know them, even without names and locations. I am sure they will find it more interesting when they hear themselves being mentioned and all the acting out they do regarding me from MY point of view, which they still seem to believe is mysteriously ‘hidden’ from me.
So this is now going to be a sort of Municipal Enquirer type blog page with a stand-up comedy sort of attitude to it. This is how I am going to mock and ridicule the mocking and ridiculing “normies” in a full circle kind of way. (not that they do that of course!)
Now remember readers; if you are a local and ‘think’ I am ‘talking about you’, even though I did not actually ‘say your name’, don’t make the mistake of ‘whining and complaining’ about it like us whack jobs do, as you too may be getting some ‘help’ with your personality disorders just like we have. There are four possible ‘symptoms’ right in the above statement so stay sharp and keep a wary eye open for the “help.” Your own diagnosis is just a symptom or two away so be very cautious about what you say in public or an A.C.T. team member may be in your home assessing the crap out of you and your life, as it is perceived by your neighbours or perhaps the sales associate at the dollar store, before you ever know what hit you.
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| Did you happen to catch Dr. Who last night? |
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August 25, 2010
The episode was about a verbal ‘repeat back’ routine supposedly caused by an alien entity which had taken over a frightened woman’s body and manipulated her to do its bidding. One of the main methods used for obtaining its power was in creating chaos and confusion so that reality of the situation was unclear, to say the least, and then using the group fear and defensive reactions to that, as the means for turning the group against an ‘enemy’ within that they could not really identify for sure. The group members became a hysterical mob that resorted to using murder of the ‘less than human’ one as the ‘solution’ for its problems.
Now if I had been watching that on the TV in the whacko unit in 95, that is the sort of thing that would have seemed to me like a message I was getting from the TV or God or the Universe, (whatever my personal thing happens to be in the way I describe it) and I might even think that the people who made that episode really knew what I was going through and were trying to tell me they were with me on that. Now There is a reason that would be a ‘message’ program for me. Can you see what it is?
I will give you a hint: though the CONCRETE details are not identical to my own experience, having everything repeated back to me by a manipulative, ‘superior’ asshole to ‘confuse’ me and make reality unclear and then having a mob get turned against me after they joined in and proclaim ME to be the cause of all their problems IS my own experience on the abstract level. Just because others cannot see it does not mean that there is nothing there to see.
When we are altered, we look for the missing information that will allow us to make some kind of sense of what we are being put through. Of course one of the first problems with that is that the group members involved really don’t want us to be able to ‘make sense’ of what they are doing, as if we do, we will be able to see them as they actually are. The group you see does not know that we already see them as they are. The reason they don’t see that is because they are a delusional group and believing they are superior and ‘hidden’ from a lesser being is what that group delusion is all about.
So to use the jargon of my antagonist, “do you get it?’
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I Recommend
I recommend for psych students (and others) a few books available at our local public library. These are:
The Cure of Folly
and Daggers of the Mind: Psychiatry and the Myth of Mental Disease
by Gordon Warme, M.D.
I include these NOT because I agree with every word and in fact, I find much of this disturbing, but because they offer some insights into how the minds of psychiatrists have been trained to work.
Also available locally are:
Toxic Psychiatry By Peter Breggin, M.D.
Agnes's Jacket By Professor Gail Hornstein
and
A Schizophrenia Breakthough by Al Siebert, PhD. Who was psychiatrized while TRAINING in psychiatry.
I hope that these will help to get you to questioning and rethinking the psychiatric status quo.
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Being Told I Must Not Speak
I intend to practice here what I am told is my right in a democratic country:
The right to free speech.
If any profession within my country can arbitrarily remove my legal right to do so, after investing ten minutes of time in listening to me, even though I have broken no laws, and threatened no one, with anything other than 'speech,' then there is something wrong with this system.
If saying there is something wrong with the system, then 'proves' the system is right to keep me from talking, what we have is a system that protects and defends itself, against any dissenting opinion, and this is the stuff of which fascism is made.
If anyone can do this because they don't like what I SAY, then there is no free speech allowed, despite the idealistic claim to the contrary. When a universal right is a 'right' ONLY if I am classified as one of 'us' rather than one of 'them,' then there is no 'right' and there is only an illusion. Paradoxically, it is then MORE important than ever to exercise this right to speak out, against unquestioned power and control, before my 'right' to speak against it disappears completely. The 'rights' we fail to protect and defend are the rights we lose.
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The First Delusion
The I/thou splitting of experience.
The first delusion and it is an increasingly common one, is that one is not an equal participant in life but rather an ‘objective observer’ of ‘others.’
Of course if the psychiatrized even suggest such a thing as ‘objective observation’ of others is true for them, they get an increase in medication too reduce their grandiosity.
Psychiatrists, on the other hand, are actually trained to adopt and embrace this attitude and belief right away along with emotional detachment and reductionism. We refer to the skewed results of this as ‘the clinical gaze.’
Once this I/thou splitting is accepted and takes psychological hold of those employing it, those under it’s spell fail to see, hear or understand any longer that , “That which you are observing is also observing you.”
We have always been there. Where have YOU been ‘taken’ so that you could not see us or hear us right in front of you?
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Just Like Diabetes
So how many diabetics would you police services say you have to pick up and take to the emergency rooms every year? Do you have to cuff, or taser, a lot of these people always whining and complaining about their high blood sugar and/or insulin overdoses? You would think they would be grateful wouldn’t you, about all the help they are getting?
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Third Party Assessments
Why would people, including some we don’t know, who don’t know us, talk about us disparagingly, right in front of us like we aren’t really there?
Well the belief from the ‘normal’ others’ perspective seems to go something like this:
It is OK if we talk about her right in front of her because she is stupid and/or crazy and will not understand what we are talking about anyway. At times, oblivious to their own irrationality, they even SAY that while I am standing there looking at them.
We whack jobs often think they are doing it on purpose because we don’t believe it is possible for people to be so stupid as to be that unaware of themselves, or us.
I just got a little fridge magnet to remind me of this groupthink routine which says,
“Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups.”
I will try to lower my expectations so that I will not make that mistake again.
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Self Promotion
One cannot appeal to the conscience of a sociopath as this is not what motivates him/her.
What motivates him/her is total self interest and all s/he does and says is with that end in mind. Therefore, the only way to stop one acting out for his/her own gain is to make it more personally beneficial to him/her to do so, than to continue along in his/her ‘game.’
The same sort of thing applies to witnesses. If it costs them MORE to conceal the truth than it does to tell it, they will tend to co-operate out of self interest, not guilt or ethics, but out of the same things which motivated many of them to conceal the truth in the first place. It is all about them.
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Some of us who get targeted by 'Power' in situations where it seems there is no escape possible, have no choice but to crawl through a whole pile of other people's shit to make it out the other side. Now, what do you suppose I mean by that? Let me 'enlighten' you. by asking again...'est-hole'? Have you ever read the Shawshank Redemption?.. I AM Godot....Godot waits for no one....
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