My Very Own Paranoid Delusions and 'Imaginary' Conversations


 

Observing, Assessing and Evaluating Crazy Me:
 
One of Those "Cries for 'Help'"


Even More 'Fun' 

I thought it might be even more ‘fun’ for the locals to get right into my personal space in a way that would not be possible for them to do just by pushing and shoving their way in, and then passing all they can get along as interpretive gossip. (not that any of them DO that of course!) So, bearing in mind that I have been told by experts that none of my personal experience of reality, as I perceive it, is ‘real,’ I thought that I would share my erroneous perceptions and reactions (‘affects’, which are not feelings like you have) right here on this page, with all of you. This way, you who are not ‘sick’ can enjoy observing and assessing someone who is told she is sick, but who will not accept it. 

Now remember I am going to write this “AS IF” this were reality so that those of you who know you are not brain disordered as I am, can really see what it is like to be at the mercy of one’s poor sick brain and yet believe that people actually DO behave this way and that it is in fact very common. To complete my disclaimer here then: 

 On this page, Any resemblance to any actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental or another sign of my inherently defective personality. Therefore, please do not worry that anyone else is ever going to be held in any way accountable for any of it. 

  

 

My Paranoid Stories of life in my city will appear here below so do get involved in this educational experience...Don't worry, (not that you would) as no real names will be used here since none of these people are really guilty of anything anyway...so how could they be?
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Hey Man.... 08/30/2010

She's a Psycho

August 27, 2010

 At least, that is what a boy of about fourteen was telling his friend when he pointed me out to him while adding this statement by way of explanation,

 'My grandmother lives in the same apartment complex as her and she says she is a psycho. She talks about her all the time to all her friends at the apartment building.' 

Then they both laughed. 

 ( the chronic gossips don't do that though according to psychiatry) 

Tomorrow, Psycho here, which is my new name for the last couple of weeks, will tell you the great new gardening 'story' my sane neighbours have invented and are now passing around as if  the invention they have come up with was ‘reality.’
You are going to get a real hoot out of this one.

Also being passed along is the idea that I am a 'good actress' which may also have more than one meaning depending upon who is making the statement. One version of that is alleged to have come from our old gossip the shoe salesman in the downtown mall so you might check in for more juicy gossip with him. 

More tomorrow from Psycho but bye for now
 
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Let's Try and Oldie but a Goodie

 

This one too was originally stated to the psychiatric hospital staff having them some 'fun' while observing and listening to my reactions to them. I can easily expand it though to include all of the locals everywhere who have involved themselves in what they believe is a 'covert' operation;

 

“That which you are observing is observing you.”

 

If you did not need to justify yourselves by needing me to be 'less than,' you would already know that. It is perfectly obvious. 

 

 
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