Telling all of you people, along with my 'team' of psychiatrists, what the psychiatric nurse from hell ( and a group of his co workers) was doing, was NOT my 'paranoid delusions and hallucinated conversations' as defined by you, in order to make the reality you don't like, just go away. What I told you was happening was, and IS, reality. It is your denying of it and re-framing or it as a perception/reaction problem located within me, that is delusional. You do that so that you can hide the reality of it from yourselves; not from me.
Take comfort from the fact that you are not alone in doing that. Dysfunctional groups everywhere perform exactly the same routine, even when they don't give it its own name.[1] What you don't see is the obvious. That by trying to 'hide' the truth from those who already know it, to keep up appearances, you have not created a good 'appearance.' Because your own staff involved, gossiped about it, or their own versions of it, to everyone they knew, then denied the whole thing, what you showed everyone was exactly what you are willing to do, to your own victim of it, for the sake of “appearances.”
Do you get the irony in that?
Religiosity: worshipping the false 'image.' In other words you prize how you LOOK over the reality of how you ARE, and YOU people are supposedly in the business of “'facing reality.” Do you want to see reality? If so, look in the mirror. These are the things we nuts laugh about for “no reason.”
The victims who get called 'crazy' understand it. The ones who are calling us 'crazy' are deluded but don't know it. They are also the ones who tell 'us' that if we were “really crazy, we “would not know it.” See? It's quite hilarious; like a cosmic joke.
I once told my recovery therapist that if the people who caused this along with my protagonist ever did admit to it, I thought it would be for pretty much the same reason they agreed together to try to hide it: appearances.
If they were to know they looked WORSE for NOT admitting it, than they did for admitting it, THEN they will do so. It is all about THEM you see, and how they look. I told her it would not be what you could call a spiritual type 'conversion' but it would just have to do, as I was sure that would be all I could ever really hope to get.
A little metaphor for y'all.
The Inept Cowboys
None are so inept as those who let out for too much rope for the demonstration of their tricks, in their public performances of roping and hogtying their fatted calves. Having far too much rope to be able to control it, they foolishly entangle themselves in it and destroy their own performance in front of an audience of witnesses which they invited in to watch the whole thing..
Like the est-hole psych nurse