Enlightenment for the Locals

Listen Carefully

This page is about connecting all the dots in a way that just doesn't get done since many of those 'dots' are excluded from the information used to facilitate the  consensus reality. It is done that way of course, in order to keep the normal people, who are only trying to help genetic defectives such as myself, blame free and above reproach. Of course while overlooking information, adding some, altering some, ignoring some and spinning some, we humans tend to reinvent reality to accommodate that need. If we believe we already understand something, we tend to make reality fit into the current beliefs so we don't have to look any further and perhaps see something we would just rather not. Nevertheless, on THIS page for the local participants at least, we are going to look, listen and teach some old dogs some new tricks.


Though my readers elsewhere will not be able to get the same entertainment value out of this page like you locals will, I know they can relate to it on a certain level just the same, as many of them 'think' they have had similar experiences where they live also. We whack jobs sure all think alike don't we? But that's how you know we ARE whack jobs now isn't it? So for them, it will ring true and hopefully give them a few laughs at the absurdity of you normal folk where I live and your never ending capacity for 'hiding' in plain sight.


Free Handout for Reprogramming Awareness
From Now on the Local "Communities A.C.T.ing Out" stuff and the Municipal Enquirer type "Story" telling and Rumour Spreading (while it is being denied of course) will be posted on my Personal Facebook page for the entertainment of the people who need their daily fix. That is the page on which I do not accept any FB "friends" as my actual friends,  like psych survivours and activists, many of them professional as well, are connected to me elsewhere.  For you "National Enquirer" type minds though, please feel free to assess, interpret  and evaluate me, and my life, as defined by others, including total strangers, here:

The REAL Problem

The dysfunctional group dynamic IS the most common problem. It is also the problem no one wants to see or deal with at all, which is why it gets passed along, generation after generation, as a "norm."

Most of the time though it is just denied to exist. Of course if that becomes too utterly absurd to continue to deny the entire group's acting out, the group performance is trivialized and the target/scapegoat is said to be exaggerating and/or just seeking attention/fame. That way, the dysfunctional group dynamic we are all so used to can continue just as it is, to infinite stupidity and denial. Then those who try to point out the real problem can be maintained n their group-assigned roles.

As the self named est-ee, who allegedly promotes this pro version of this "game" of manipulation put it to me, "Did you ever read "Waiting for Godot"?  Did you know that one of the things that SOME of the est-ees believe is that there is no right or wrong. There was even once a rumour going around that the est-ee I know told psych patients that....Hmmmm  they believe that because they have accepted the idea that life (not est) is meaningless anyway. That idea of course opens them up to "limitless possibilities," as they also apparently say in est. Now does that sound like a form of narcissism to you? It does to me.

I sure am stupid (inferior in understanding and/or worth)  compared to HIM who has given me "the booby prize in the "game of life" aren't I?

Now if you don't think LIKE these people, you won't be able to understand them and what really motivates them.  Basically though it's this:

They see themselves as in a contest with others which they must "win." When they "win" their "game" they get an EMOTIONAL  payoff for it by FEELING powerful and in total control.

In reality though, it has little or nothing to do with YOU, or who you really are. Other people are basically irrelevant to them except as someone they can step on to make themselves FEEL bigger. It is all about THEM and reason or logic won't penetrate that. You also have to understand this part about them because what they are really DOING is proving their "superiority" in understanding and/or worth to themselves. They consider themselves and their acting out, even if from only a few feet away, to be "HIDDEN" from "inferior" YOU. They are deciding FOR you, what you will see, hear, know and understand and what you won't, and THEN treating you "as if" their self delusion was YOUR reality.

They HAVE to do that and they have to fight you, if you try to point it out to them or to others because THEIR self delusion depends upon "keeping' their true selves and their true goal, "hidden" from their targets and from everyone else who gets involved as well. They "HIDE" what is not "hidden." Sense has NOTHING to do with this; so if you keep looking for the "sense' in it, you will never see it for the nonsense that it is right from the start of their self deluded action.

It is quite simple but it is also irrational so people who relate from a premise of logic, as equals, just don't GET IT.  In the est-ee version of this "reason" is considered by the followers to be a LOWER level of consciousness. That is part of the "turn around" which takes place inside the training.

To get past this irrational head game, you must know the "game" itself, as a construct, apart from various or changing concrete details,  and then expose the game structure ITSELF, so that EVERYONE can see It happening.

Remember that if you keep looking for reason or "logic" where there is none, you will never be able to understand IT.  For the "game" ITSELF is based on an irrational premise of thought. It's insanity being passed off as "enlightenment" and THAT is what you are being "enlightened" ABOUT; selling insanity as "superiority" and getting It supported by the masses, of "normal" people who "fail to see what is right in front of them."

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Paranoid Patty Predicts 

This is a new feature I am adding here for those of you who like to 'test' me to see if I am 'psychic.' As the social worker and a nurse once acted out for me on H3, “she really believes that doesn't she......” of course, I can't roll my eyes with disdain here like one can in person, but I am sure you get the idea.

Yes you charming folks, I actually DO believe that I can 'see' things that others can't and that my ability to 'see' them makes it possible for me to 'see' a bit ahead in time. So let us have some 'fun' here listening to some of my idiotic predictions shall we? ...Just for the entertainment value of it. I know you can relate to that as look at all the 'fun' you have had with me already...


Look below in the blog section for new predictions.

Psychiatric Zen

Simple yet not easy

Your gossiping and rumour spreading and my paranoid delusions and hallucinated conversations are

Wow. Ever amazing.

 For All of the Locals with So Very Much to Say...

...and Who Have all Those Opinions You Feel Entitled to Express 

This is especially for those of you who have so enjoyed giving me little ''tests'' to see what kind of a reaction you can get... 

This website IS my reaction.

I hope that you enjoy ''getting it'' (har har har,   nudge, wink, right back at-cha) as much as I am now enjoying giving it to you.

Now....you won't take that the wrong way; will you?