I have found out through my own experience within the mental illness system, (and it is an "illness" system and not a "health" system) that I cannot tell those who HAVE control over me, what my experience actually IS, since saying so was ALREADY pathologized, BEFORE it even began in concrete reality.
I am in fact, dealing with a group of people who have UNQUESTIONED concrete power and authority over me and who are as programmed, in their own way, as any cult members are in their way, means that I represent the stimulus for their automated responses.
"You think you have been harmed by others..."? (clearly you MUST be mad, madame...)
They already KNOW that it is this THOUGHT that is the "true" problem, for in the fantasy world of the superior minds, "others" do no harm...or at least, nothing that is CALLED harm, since "doing no harm" is part of the "prime directive."
(Did you hear THAT Bob? She is referencing Star Trek there just like all the genetic defectives do.....so fascinating).
Much like that old charming sign over the entrance to Bedlam, in the UK, (Bethlehem Insane Asylum) told us,"Abandon all hope ye who enter here..."
(for "hope" has been pathologized also, but only if one of "them" tries to hold onto it)
Does anyone see any irony at all in the fact that the name of the insane asylum is also the birthplace of the one who represents the scapegoats/sacrifices, killing the truth and burying it, in order to maintain an authoritarian power and control which felt threatened by the one who challenged/questioned it?
Personally, I see the inhabitants of Earth as living out a repetitive collective nightmare from which we can't seem to awaken, in order to escape from our OWN circular construct; perhaps because so much contrived chaos keeps us looking in the endless details for an escape route, when the only real escape is in the understanding of the reality we have created and compulsively, keep recreating, from inside the nightmare itself. Which group "disorder" is that?
So we, who are controlled, are obliged to be able to PROVE our experience is, in fact, reality and we must have concrete PROOF of that, which as Paul Simon says, is the ''bottom line for everyone.'' Oh and to the self defined est-ee psychiatric nurse, who it is ALLEGED has said that est is "the best investment he ever made" and who quoted Bob Dylan to me,"everything can be replaced": Yes. That's true too est-ee, including YOU. For as I said back to you, long ago "Proof is the bottom line for everyone."
(No matter what they may WANT, or prefer, to believe.)
Ask your co-workers for more of their "inputs," as it is phrased in the jargon of est, what THEY think "she" (the object of observation and assessment) might MEAN by that...and don't forget to pretend to be "mystified" as part of your "game."
This concrete proof we must get to give to our controllers and we must do this after being told we are not "allowed' to do so. So we must then, talk publicly when this fails to move them, or to ever admit they are wrong, while they tell us we are not "allowed" to do THAT either, and that the attempt to DO so will be considered by THEM to be "inappropriate behaviour" on OUR part.
(As Fenwick analyzes this power in the est training, "intimidation is part of the process." )
We must also be prepared to take endless abuse, including a few death threats when we do this, and we must not give up trying to prove our own cases, as the failure to speak up for ourselves will be assessed as yet another of our endless list of character flaws which of course, justify, the contempt and abuse of the blameless "others." Of course we must also not KEEP talking as that TOO is another character flaw of ours and obviously just a bid for "attention."
So basically we must seek to get attention focused on the reality of our experiences so they will finally be understood but we must DO so without seeking any attention. Got that? Does that seem like a double bind to you? Well THAT is just because YOU don't understand. Which is true, isn't it? You don't understand how to be two things at once, or nothing at all, or why you should have to be forced into such a position, do you? Well that's because YOU'RE an idiot since the people who have constructed this paradigm CAN'T be the idiots, no matter what.
That's the REAL point despite the smoke screen so you need to GET IT. Once you do, THAT is what you and everyone else needs to talk about on the level of the metaphysical structure. That's because pointing out the endless contradictions and the multiple version of the same 'reality" used BY them to avoid "responsibility" won't work. They perceive admitting to any errors as "not in their interests to do so." For their "interests" you see, are very limited, are self serving, and are often expressed in a form of hypnotic jargon of one kind or another. That is because such types don't really understand that they are actually cause AND effect; not cause OR effect, which is their OWN delusion.
The problem with this type is that they can't see it coming, mainly because they don't want to since doing so would ruin all their "fun" and their own delusions of grandeur for which they have no REPLACEMENT paradigm which can be used to save them from THEMSELVES and their own arrogance. They have been taught you see, for dysfunctional generations to spend their time on Earth comparing themselves to others, to see who is "winning" the life "contest" they think they are in.
Part of that is the instruction against questioning the "authority" which taught them to think this way in the first place. So they tend to choose whether they are going to become an "authority" who can't be questioned either, OR be one who is going to be controlled BY authority, for trying to question IT. It does not occur to these types that the whole paradigm is crap and like any good crap IT serves people best by getting DUMPED. Try not to get too flushed when you read that.....now don't take that the wrong way....
But here we all are together, still trapped in the same old snare that was set up BEFORE we ever entered into the maze, since everything we can possibly say or do, was already defined in terms of pathology BEFORE we took the first step of entering into IT.
We are then told we must "let it go" BY those who won't let it go. Of course what "let it go" really MEANS depends upon your definition of "It," doesn't it?
My own take on the meaning of life, which is meaning-FULL while est is meaningless, obliges me to speak up, despite the danger in doing so, as the threat of more "treatment" for my "sick brain" which causes me to "think" I know an asshole when I see or hear one, is ever present. For in my grandiose state you see, I cannot "allow" what I "think" I KNOW to be wrong, to CONTINUE, without any challenge to its ever growing power and control, of all those the defective "others," such as myself.