Monophrenic Monologue


the Best Victim

Many years ago locally a man I do not know at all spewed his contempt at me on the streets here saying,

Congratulations lady. You make a really good victim.”

Let me respond to that once again now.  Actually, stranger to me, who feels entitled to act out like that... I make a really LOUSY victim, as you are about to find out.

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“Left handed people can use both sides of their brain at the same time, so they can usually process more information than right handed people.”
Mehmet Oz, M.D.
(Did you know that I am left handed? I wonder how many more left handed people than right handed people get labelled as compared to the general population? Did you know that I once described other people's idea of the meaning of 'psychic' as really just the ability to pick up more information than most people? Did you know that when I said something similar to a psychiatrist, and said I thought I got more information than most people, I got offered something for my delusions? It was something to 'reduce my awareness.')

I Recommend 

I recommend for psych students (and others) a few books available at our local public library. These are:

The Cure of Folly

and Daggers of the Mind: Psychiatry and the Myth of Mental Disease

by Gordon Warme, M.D.

I include these NOT because I agree with every word and in fact, I find much of this disturbing, but because they offer some insights into how the minds of psychiatrists have been trained to work.

Also available locally are:

Toxic Psychiatry By Peter Breggin, M.D.

Agnes's Jacket By Professor Gail Hornstein
A Schizophrenia Breakthough by Al Siebert, PhD.
Who was psychiatrized while TRAINING in psychiatry. 

I hope that these will help to get you to questioning and rethinking the psychiatric status quo.



Out of My Experience of 95

In the Beginning there was nothing

Then God said, “Let there Be Light”

...and there was still nothing

But now, there was a light on

So you could see It...

Dave Thomas, SCTV

Message off the TV, Just for me

Free Handout- Print at Will

Experience as Reality

I have found out through my own experience within the mental illness system, (and it is an "illness" system and not a "health" system) that I cannot tell those who HAVE control over me, what my experience actually IS, since saying so was ALREADY pathologized, BEFORE it even began in concrete reality.

I am in fact, dealing with a group of people who have UNQUESTIONED concrete power and authority over me and who are as programmed, in their own way, as any cult members are in their way, means that I represent the stimulus for their automated responses.

"You think you have been harmed by others..."? (clearly you MUST be mad, madame...)

They already KNOW that it is this THOUGHT that is the "true" problem, for in the fantasy world of the superior minds, "others" do no harm...or at least, nothing that is CALLED harm, since "doing no harm" is part of the "prime directive."

(Did you hear THAT Bob? She is referencing Star Trek there just like all the genetic defectives fascinating).

Much like that old charming sign over the entrance to Bedlam, in the UK, (Bethlehem Insane Asylum) told us,"Abandon all hope ye who enter here..."

(for "hope" has been pathologized also, but only if one of "them" tries to hold onto it)

Does anyone see any irony at all in the fact that the name of the insane asylum is also the birthplace of the one who represents the scapegoats/sacrifices, killing the truth and burying it, in order to maintain an authoritarian power and control which felt threatened by the one who challenged/questioned it?

Personally, I see the inhabitants of Earth as living out a repetitive collective nightmare from which we can't seem to awaken, in order to escape from our OWN circular construct; perhaps because so much contrived chaos keeps us looking in the endless details for an escape route, when the only real escape is in the understanding of the reality we have created and compulsively, keep recreating, from inside the nightmare itself. Which group "disorder" is that?

So we, who are controlled, are obliged to be able to PROVE our experience is, in fact, reality and we must have concrete PROOF of that, which as Paul Simon says, is the ''bottom line for everyone.'' Oh and to the self defined est-ee psychiatric nurse, who it is ALLEGED has said that est is "the best investment he ever made" and who quoted Bob Dylan to me,"everything can be replaced": Yes. That's true too est-ee, including YOU. For as I said back to you, long ago "Proof is the bottom line for everyone."

(No matter what they may WANT, or prefer, to believe.)

Ask your co-workers for more of their "inputs," as it is phrased in the jargon of est, what THEY think "she" (the object of observation and assessment) might MEAN by that...and don't forget to pretend to be "mystified" as part of your "game."

This concrete proof we must get to give to our controllers and we must do this after being told we are not "allowed' to do so. So we must then, talk publicly when this fails to move them, or to ever admit they are wrong, while they tell us we are not "allowed" to do THAT either, and that the attempt to DO so will be considered by THEM to be "inappropriate behaviour" on OUR part.

(As Fenwick analyzes this power in the est training, "intimidation is part of the process." )

We must also be prepared to take endless abuse, including a few death threats when we do this, and we must not give up trying to prove our own cases, as the failure to speak up for ourselves will be assessed as yet another of our endless list of character flaws which of course, justify, the contempt and abuse of the blameless "others." Of course we must also not KEEP talking as that TOO is another character flaw of ours and obviously just a bid for "attention."

So basically we must seek to get attention focused on the reality of our experiences so they will finally be understood but we must DO so without seeking any attention. Got that? Does that seem like a double bind to you? Well THAT is just because YOU don't understand. Which is true, isn't it? You don't understand how to be two things at once, or nothing at all, or why you should have to be forced into such a position, do you? Well that's because YOU'RE an idiot since the people who have constructed this paradigm CAN'T be the idiots, no matter what.

That's the REAL point despite the smoke screen so you need to GET IT. Once you do, THAT is what you and everyone else needs to talk about on the level of the metaphysical structure. That's because pointing out the endless contradictions and the multiple version of the same 'reality" used BY them to avoid "responsibility" won't work. They perceive admitting to any errors as "not in their interests to do so." For their "interests" you see, are very limited, are self serving, and are often expressed in a form of hypnotic jargon of one kind or another. That is because such types don't really understand that they are actually cause AND effect; not cause OR effect, which is their OWN delusion.

The problem with this type is that they can't see it coming, mainly because they don't want to since doing so would ruin all their "fun" and their own delusions of grandeur for which they have no REPLACEMENT paradigm which can be used to save them from THEMSELVES and their own arrogance. They have been taught you see, for dysfunctional generations to spend their time on Earth comparing themselves to others, to see who is "winning" the life "contest" they think they are in.

Part of that is the instruction against questioning the "authority" which taught them to think this way in the first place. So they tend to choose whether they are going to become an "authority" who can't be questioned either, OR be one who is going to be controlled BY authority, for trying to question IT. It does not occur to these types that the whole paradigm is crap and like any good crap IT serves people best by getting DUMPED. Try not to get too flushed when you read don't take that the wrong way....

But here we all are together, still trapped in the same old snare that was set up BEFORE we ever entered into the maze, since everything we can possibly say or do, was already defined in terms of pathology BEFORE we took the first step of entering into IT.

We are then told we must "let it go" BY those who won't let it go. Of course what "let it go" really MEANS depends upon your definition of "It," doesn't it?

My own take on the meaning of life, which is meaning-FULL while est is meaningless, obliges me to speak up, despite the danger in doing so, as the threat of more "treatment" for my "sick brain" which causes me to "think" I know an asshole when I see or hear one, is ever present. For in my grandiose state you see, I cannot "allow" what I "think" I KNOW to be wrong, to CONTINUE, without any challenge to its ever growing power and control, of all those the defective "others," such as myself.


Regarding the Speaking Monophrenese series

of articles here

...To the Splitting, Projecting, Denying "Normal"

This is a (probably) hopeless attempt to teach “Face Value Communication” to Those Who are Entrenched in the Long Time practice of Searching for Hidden Meaning where there is none .

I will make the attempt to explain the language and reasoning of the Monophrenic species, such as myself, using as clear and concise descriptions and definitions, as simply expressed as I can, and in as much pedantic detail as is possible. Hopefully this will help us to bridge the gap between the schizophrenic projectors[1] and the Monophrenic receivers, which currently tend to be seen and understood most often in opposite terms and with switched identities.  
I will try to explain to you what it is like to be from another planet like Monoterra (or at least to FEEL like you are from another planet) by using the most gut wrenchingly obvious language I can come up with delivered without giving in to the urge to scream it into anyone's face.
(We Monoterrians sometimes DO that as we tend to come to believe you Earthlings must be deaf as you don’t seem to be able to hear us. I have tried to tell some of my fellow “off world-ers’’ that shouting into the wind in the town squares is not working for any of us, no matter what planet we may come from, as it is defined simply as a ‘symptom’ and therefore meaningless to the observers. Some of them now believe I am on the ‘side’ of the Earthlings, while the Earthlings still tend to believe they too must protect themselves from me and my unwanted ‘awareness.’ 

What’s a Monoterrian to do? ...Well I will try this method here and see how it goes so stay tuned, no matter which planet you may be from...


[1] This I.D. should not be confused with the people labelled on Earth with the same term. from MY point of view it apples to the NON labelled people who are projecting their own split minds onto the people to whom they are applying the label. i.e. Psychiatrists are often ‘secret’ projectors.

Your Emotions Are Not Diseases

 They do not need to be eradicated. They are more like the brain’s OnStar system, used as guides to help you navigate your way through life. They signal you that something may be amiss and that there may be a better alternate route to take on your journey. It is up to you though, to LOOK at the map of your personal terrain and decide what may work better than the route you are currently following, in a way that will keep you from crashing and also avoid hitting anyone else along the way.