Monophrenic Monologue


the Best Victim

Many years ago locally a man I do not know at all spewed his contempt at me on the streets here saying,

Congratulations lady. You make a really good victim.”

Let me respond to that once again now.  Actually, stranger to me, who feels entitled to act out like that... I make a really LOUSY victim, as you are about to find out.

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“Left handed people can use both sides of their brain at the same time, so they can usually process more information than right handed people.”
Mehmet Oz, M.D.
(Did you know that I am left handed? I wonder how many more left handed people than right handed people get labelled as compared to the general population? Did you know that I once described other people's idea of the meaning of 'psychic' as really just the ability to pick up more information than most people? Did you know that when I said something similar to a psychiatrist, and said I thought I got more information than most people, I got offered something for my delusions? It was something to 'reduce my awareness.')

I Recommend 

I recommend for psych students (and others) a few books available at our local public library. These are:

The Cure of Folly

and Daggers of the Mind: Psychiatry and the Myth of Mental Disease

by Gordon Warme, M.D.

I include these NOT because I agree with every word and in fact, I find much of this disturbing, but because they offer some insights into how the minds of psychiatrists have been trained to work.

Also available locally are:

Toxic Psychiatry By Peter Breggin, M.D.

Agnes's Jacket By Professor Gail Hornstein
A Schizophrenia Breakthough by Al Siebert, PhD.
Who was psychiatrized while TRAINING in psychiatry. 

I hope that these will help to get you to questioning and rethinking the psychiatric status quo.



Out of My Experience of 95

In the Beginning there was nothing

Then God said, “Let there Be Light”

...and there was still nothing

But now, there was a light on

So you could see It...

Dave Thomas, SCTV

Message off the TV, Just for me

Free Handout- Print at Will

They NEVER Get the Point

That point being: The dysfunctional group as a whole involve themselves in a power struggle, or dispute, between an original pair and then routinely DENY the existence of the group behaviour.

Much of the time it was generated in the first place, BY a controller with a hidden agenda of domination, who "secretly" points at the one s/he wants to control, as being the source of the problem.

The group involved then focuses on invalidating the target and creates chaos and confusion by defining the reality of the situation in multiple choice scenarios. The controller can "hide" in that quite successfully; from everyone, except the target usually, though that may take a bit of time to perceive.

The target, being alone with her own experience and truth, since she cannot get even an admission of the existence of the group behaviour, let alone any genuine, direct communication, often breaks under the weight of all the invalidation, group pressure and abuse.

Since the group behaviour then continues to be denied to EXIST, and the controller feigns innocence and sometimes even "outrage" about being accused "falsely," the breakdown of the target is cited as "proof" of the "inferior" mental state, often first suggested BY the controller or by someone close to the controller, who is a part of the group.

Then, all the acting out and abuse, coming from the whole group, being denied now to even EXIST, is explained away by calling It the "delusions" of the target. The emotional reactions to the experience then get defined as "inappropriate" since "NOTHING happened."

At that point it's game over. (To the controller)

THAT is how controllers "win" the con-test they are in, which THEY see as "the game" or the "joke" that is the meaning of LIFE, to THEM. For seeing life as "meaningless" for everyone EXCEPT the controller, who feels entitled, by virtue of his/her own delusions of grandeur, to "create and define reality itself" for everyone else, gives the controller "LIMITLESS POSSIBILITIES", unencumbered by the limits which are imposed by having a moral compass.

The Con-Test

If you are operating in contest mode (superior/inferior, controller/controlled, winners/losers) as a "solution" to your problems then the "solution" you are using IS the problem that you have not yet identified.

It's About LEVELS of Awareness

In my own case, it is about not being interested in the opinions of me, coming out of the mouths of people who very often, don't even know me at all, which are based on their own 'story" telling and rumour spreading,


Being interested in the fact that these people feel ENTITLED to HAVE an opinion, to express it freely to third parties and to most often deny that they are, who they are, doing what they DO, if, or when, they think that ADMITTING to it may cause THEM a problem.

This is the SAME experience of a shared reality, from opposing viewpoints and from different levels. There is NO real communication going on there at all. This is WHY the dysfunctional "normal" can't put one and one together and get it to add up to two. It has to become three because creating an alternate "reality" used to explain it all AWAY, is the means used to keep IT GOING, just as IT IS. That is because to really UNDERSTAND the "game" itself, is to ruin the game. If the participants really understand It, they will STOP playing it, because they will truly understand that is the ONLY way anyone can ever really win.

(just LIKE the computer analyzed the situation it was in ITSELF, in the movie, War Games.)

It's About the LEVEL of Awareness

It's about the difference for me, between trying to figure out WHICH of the third person conflicting "stories" and opinions, being defined by group consensus, are the REAL ones, if any,


Being aware that the "third personning", contradictory "covert" story telling, and multiple choice "opinions," being defined BY group consensus IS the real problem, which is NOT being identified AS such.

In fact, 95 per cent of the time the REAL problem is being denied to even EXIST. This is a very common experience. Perhaps that is really WHY it got it's own alternate reality labelling system as part of the explain away.... For EITHER many people must really be HAVING this experience out here, in the world of external, concrete reality,


They must all be suffering from the SAME delusions and illness, all coming from an internal source which has nothing at all to do with their experience in life.

If you were a player in the No One Must Be Blamed "game", which one would YOU choose?



Regarding the Speaking Monophrenese series

of articles here

...To the Splitting, Projecting, Denying "Normal"

This is a (probably) hopeless attempt to teach “Face Value Communication” to Those Who are Entrenched in the Long Time practice of Searching for Hidden Meaning where there is none .

I will make the attempt to explain the language and reasoning of the Monophrenic species, such as myself, using as clear and concise descriptions and definitions, as simply expressed as I can, and in as much pedantic detail as is possible. Hopefully this will help us to bridge the gap between the schizophrenic projectors[1] and the Monophrenic receivers, which currently tend to be seen and understood most often in opposite terms and with switched identities.  
I will try to explain to you what it is like to be from another planet like Monoterra (or at least to FEEL like you are from another planet) by using the most gut wrenchingly obvious language I can come up with delivered without giving in to the urge to scream it into anyone's face.
(We Monoterrians sometimes DO that as we tend to come to believe you Earthlings must be deaf as you don’t seem to be able to hear us. I have tried to tell some of my fellow “off world-ers’’ that shouting into the wind in the town squares is not working for any of us, no matter what planet we may come from, as it is defined simply as a ‘symptom’ and therefore meaningless to the observers. Some of them now believe I am on the ‘side’ of the Earthlings, while the Earthlings still tend to believe they too must protect themselves from me and my unwanted ‘awareness.’ 

What’s a Monoterrian to do? ...Well I will try this method here and see how it goes so stay tuned, no matter which planet you may be from...


[1] This I.D. should not be confused with the people labelled on Earth with the same term. from MY point of view it apples to the NON labelled people who are projecting their own split minds onto the people to whom they are applying the label. i.e. Psychiatrists are often ‘secret’ projectors.

Your Emotions Are Not Diseases

 They do not need to be eradicated. They are more like the brain’s OnStar system, used as guides to help you navigate your way through life. They signal you that something may be amiss and that there may be a better alternate route to take on your journey. It is up to you though, to LOOK at the map of your personal terrain and decide what may work better than the route you are currently following, in a way that will keep you from crashing and also avoid hitting anyone else along the way.