Monophrenic Monologue

 
 
 
 
 

Not

the Best Victim

Many years ago locally a man I do not know at all spewed his contempt at me on the streets here saying,

Congratulations lady. You make a really good victim.”

Let me respond to that once again now.  Actually, stranger to me, who feels entitled to act out like that... I make a really LOUSY victim, as you are about to find out.

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“Left handed people can use both sides of their brain at the same time, so they can usually process more information than right handed people.”
Mehmet Oz, M.D.
(Did you know that I am left handed? I wonder how many more left handed people than right handed people get labelled as compared to the general population? Did you know that I once described other people's idea of the meaning of 'psychic' as really just the ability to pick up more information than most people? Did you know that when I said something similar to a psychiatrist, and said I thought I got more information than most people, I got offered something for my delusions? It was something to 'reduce my awareness.')

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

I Recommend 

I recommend for psych students (and others) a few books available at our local public library. These are:

The Cure of Folly

and Daggers of the Mind: Psychiatry and the Myth of Mental Disease

by Gordon Warme, M.D.

I include these NOT because I agree with every word and in fact, I find much of this disturbing, but because they offer some insights into how the minds of psychiatrists have been trained to work.

Also available locally are:

Toxic Psychiatry By Peter Breggin, M.D.

Agnes's Jacket By Professor Gail Hornstein
and
A Schizophrenia Breakthough by Al Siebert, PhD.
Who was psychiatrized while TRAINING in psychiatry. 

I hope that these will help to get you to questioning and rethinking the psychiatric status quo.

 

 

Out of My Experience of 95

In the Beginning there was nothing

Then God said, “Let there Be Light”

...and there was still nothing

But now, there was a light on

So you could see It...

Dave Thomas, SCTV

Message off the TV, Just for me

 
Free Handout- Print at Will
 

Putting the Person in the Personal Experience

If I ever have a truly PERSONAL relationship again, rather than ones which I consider to be acquaintances, one where my PERSON is actually IN it, it will be one to one WITH THAT person.  It will NOT be as an object of observation and assessment BY a group, FOR another person ABOUT me.

Can you see and hear the difference in MEANING there in terms of ''personal relationship''?  One must actually relate personally in one of those.

OR

Will you need to debate and discuss my SAYING that here, with a large group, by getting all of their ''inputs'' on it first, to see if you can all decipher the strange ''code'' in which I am speaking?

As MY last psychiatrist (one of the ones I actually LIKED as a human being) put it, (also the one who finally diagnosed my experience for what it was; of course by then I had found the est book exposing the training exercises in detail.) 

"Maybe they are ALL "est-ees" to which I responded, "Yes maybe they are; they sure act like it."

I want you to focus on something as you all talk this over endlessly, assessing and evaluating me, and the situation, as defined by "group consensus" the majority of you doing it, even AS you DENY doing it, will come up with an invalidating response to ANYTHING I say, or don't say, as the primary means of defending your own position, in your assessing routine. Such remarks as "She thinks she is a victim" or "Now HE'S the bad guy", complete with patronizing, amused little laughs. I call these little performances you do, the Eye Rollers Remarks. - E.R.R. (which is human isn't it?) Unfortunately I am not yet "divine" enough to "forgive" you for what you claim you have notdone and for which you need NO forgiveness, since I, and those like me, just "imagine" it all.

Focus Now:

Your group behaviour as I am talking about it right HERE and NOW is precisely what is denied to EXIST. YOUR behaviour, YOUR group-think and assessment sessions, about people like me, whom you barely know, or often do not know at ALL, is pathologized in those who report being on the receiving end of it, as if bubbling up from within our defective little pea brains (internal reality, self contained) rather than being performed by the groups doing it (external reality unconstrained) and then denying it all.

It is the difference between seeing the ones reporting it as defective containment fields AND seeing the ones doing it, and then denying it, as engaged in a social "sickness" which is actually a dysfunctional group politics. Creating an "illness" that someone "has" also has an enormous political power in it; the more so if  those bestowing the labels, also proclaim the individuals DENIAL that they "have" an "illness" which is supposedly self contained, (as opposed to a group "illness") is yet another piece of "proof " that they are sick. This comes from unquestioned power of the controller. For all they have to do is write down, what the individual resisting the labelling says, AS a  "symptom," rather than as real experience in the real world. Then, the one who SAYS it, as well as anyone who comes after that, saying the same thing, for the same reasons, will be HEARD by those trained to do so, as "presenting" with the symptomatology, for which they have been taught  to LISTEN and which they expect to HEAR

Please note the paradox created by doing that.   Assess that. And while you do, listen to yourselves looking for a way to invalidate it, or trivialize it; ANYTHING but admit to it, or own it.

This is WHY it continues. Try getting OFF the level of defending the group, the denial, the invalidation of the person talked ABOUT and the assessment sessions, sidestepping the real issue ( Personalities means it is focused as being about WHO) and onto the level of the existence of it, the invalidation used, the group defence, the trivialization,  the isolation tactics, the amused, contemptuous remark making, the justification of it and the outright DENIAL of the existence of the whole thing. (Principles - which means the level of focusing on WHAT is actually happening, why, where, and how, no matter WHO is involved).

Ask yourselves WHY you need to think that; in a situation between other people, often whom you do not know at all, while you believe you are the ones who just KNOW who is the victim, who is not, or even if there  really IS one. Has that been done by using your own endless gossiping and story telling as the means of coming to your apparently unshakable, righteous conclusions?

Are you the "sane" normal or "superior" ones for acting out "hidden" judgements like you do and then DENYING it all?

Seriously?

Are you joking?

Are you "pretending to be stupid"?

Are you TRYING to drive people into psychosis using the chaos you create to do so? 

Do you STILL seriously believe after decades of local discussion that when you do this, often right in my presence, and the presence of many others, like we aren't really there, that we will not see, hear and know you for who you obviously ARE?

A lot of us just can't believe it is POSSIBLE for  a Large group of people to be THIS blind and deaf to themselves, for this ridiculous amount of time and therefore they MUST be "joking" (even when we are not led to accept that idea by someone having him some "fun") pretending to be stupid, or trying to destroy our minds, relationships, reputations and jobs with conscious, deliberate  intent.

(although perhaps one or two members of the large group actually were)

However, I think one of the main errors on OUR end of this is that we (the "defectives":) have given you, (the "normal" superior ones) far too MUCH credit for awareness and discernment.

I know for ME, as soon as I thought of the idea, (which believe me was REALLY  hard to come up with as a part of the explanation for the group phenomenon) as

..."Oh...they are all "hiding" in plain sight, from inferior, defective, pea brained, little me, when they act out like that..." I then "got" that it was all actually about THEM and their defence of their own group and/or the group belief system being protected and that I was really just a prop in their dysfunctional play about themselves. I had actually seen that in practise before this; just never in such an extreme version before or with so many "superior" people involving themselves in the group nonsense.

Since then though I have come to know that this is an EXTREMELY common group phenomenon;; including keeping the victim/target in place after the fact, so the whole group of participants can focus TOGETHER on what is "wrong" with the victim/target so that they can trivialize and justify their own participation in IT, up to and INCLUDING denying the entire event and their participation in IT.

 This is, of course, WHY IT works, even if IT has not been given any kind of official Name.

(like when It gets called "est.").

The participants like to see themselves as OUTSIDE the phenomenon  rather the the co-producers of It. It's about responsibility. And if they can see themselves as OUTSIDE of It, having IT be BEYOND them, (in both ways)  they can all avoid accepting any, and instead, blame the victim/target FOR trying to blame THEM..

Just listen to yourselves; really LISTEN to yourselves on the level of the ideas you are promoting and the REASON (purpose) for doing it.  Is it "reasonable" (logical) or is it "reasonable" (purposeful.) They are not always one and the same thing. Just for laughs, try talking about yourself and your roles in this and what motivates you, and the roles and motivations  of all the other people you discuss, and debate it, with, and what their personal goals are in taking a position in something that is basically none of their business and never really was.

 Stop looking at my finger (debating or assessing my finger, the nails, the hidden meaning in my finger, whether or not I wear nail polish, if I should be,  my motivation for holding my finger in just that way.) and look WHERE I am pointing.  

This is about levels of awareness which changes MEANING.

Regarding the Speaking Monophrenese series

of articles here

...To the Splitting, Projecting, Denying "Normal"

This is a (probably) hopeless attempt to teach “Face Value Communication” to Those Who are Entrenched in the Long Time practice of Searching for Hidden Meaning where there is none .

I will make the attempt to explain the language and reasoning of the Monophrenic species, such as myself, using as clear and concise descriptions and definitions, as simply expressed as I can, and in as much pedantic detail as is possible. Hopefully this will help us to bridge the gap between the schizophrenic projectors[1] and the Monophrenic receivers, which currently tend to be seen and understood most often in opposite terms and with switched identities.  
I will try to explain to you what it is like to be from another planet like Monoterra (or at least to FEEL like you are from another planet) by using the most gut wrenchingly obvious language I can come up with delivered without giving in to the urge to scream it into anyone's face.
(We Monoterrians sometimes DO that as we tend to come to believe you Earthlings must be deaf as you don’t seem to be able to hear us. I have tried to tell some of my fellow “off world-ers’’ that shouting into the wind in the town squares is not working for any of us, no matter what planet we may come from, as it is defined simply as a ‘symptom’ and therefore meaningless to the observers. Some of them now believe I am on the ‘side’ of the Earthlings, while the Earthlings still tend to believe they too must protect themselves from me and my unwanted ‘awareness.’ 

What’s a Monoterrian to do? ...Well I will try this method here and see how it goes so stay tuned, no matter which planet you may be from...


 

[1] This I.D. should not be confused with the people labelled on Earth with the same term. from MY point of view it apples to the NON labelled people who are projecting their own split minds onto the people to whom they are applying the label. i.e. Psychiatrists are often ‘secret’ projectors.


Your Emotions Are Not Diseases

 They do not need to be eradicated. They are more like the brain’s OnStar system, used as guides to help you navigate your way through life. They signal you that something may be amiss and that there may be a better alternate route to take on your journey. It is up to you though, to LOOK at the map of your personal terrain and decide what may work better than the route you are currently following, in a way that will keep you from crashing and also avoid hitting anyone else along the way.

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