While Those "Observers" Observe Me...[1] 

[1]  While making sure they, as the 'others',  don't get blamed for anything, of course.

Included on this page is a featured series  I now call: 

Therapeutic Chats- for the Acutely Normal 

A Psychiatrized Individual Observes and Assesses the Disordered Mob from HER point of view. This is the same mad mob which has defined her as “inherently defective” and the same Mob Members who “hide” in plain sight, while defining themselves as the “normal” and as the standard to emulate.  Are these observations born out of my “paranoid delusions and hallucinated conversations” as assessed by my observers, or are they just an account of every day reality which is being stated as it is by the individual while being denied by the delusional “normal.”  

Let's just look at it and see what truths may emerge from the looking without the usual defence of the dysfunctional status quo blocking the view.  

Is this Psychiatric Fiction or Unrecognized, Unadmitted Fact? 

Let the reader decide for him or herself.

Dale T. and Homewood Staff

Still Having "Fun"

Or is it not as much fun now as it was when you could keep yourselves deluded that an inferior like me could not really see you or hear you as you really are? Oh....I think you are just making a big deal out of nothing...taking yourselves too seriously...failing to forgive others...unable to take a joke....should be overlooking it...just seeking attention....you know; and all the rest of that good invalidation stuff which I learned from people like you, showing me the way to do IT. You say you would think I would be grateful? Well, I am. I am grateful for your public demonstration of dysfunctional relating and then the denial of the whole thing that predictably follows, because it may help those "others" (like me) to see it more clearly.

"You don't know what words mean." (est concept)

Here then, let me help you with that.

When I say, "I am not the one who doesn't understand; YOU are the ones who don't understand," that MEANS

I am not the #!&$#*! one who does not #!&$#*! understand. You are the #!&$#*! ones who do not #!&$#*! understand, so open yourselves up to "possibility." (as they express it in Dale's est training) AND Yes, those of you who don't understand but who "think" that you do, I AM "going to show him" only without the snotty, contemptuous, arrogant tone with which so many of you supply it FOR me which is based on your "group consensus" that I am the "start of the action" as they also say in est. I am going to "show you" since words alone have no affect on you, that the est-ee directing this and you, (he's the "director of the movie in his mind"- another est abstraction) to accept ME as the starting point of the problem, does so knowing that what you will believe depends upon "from where you see the start of the action (est concept) and is a vital part of his controlling power. All ass-holes use deception to obtain power. I am sure you are shocked and of course, "amazed" by that piece of news, for as one of you acted out in my presence, "it is only 'natural' to be on theside of someone who belongs to your own group."

This is apparently what you need to be SHOWN. Otherwise, you don't "get IT", which the majority, defining reality itself by GROUP CONSENSUS rarely do. You are the est exercise from HELL. As I have been telling you for the last twenty years,, while you focus on the fact that I am repeating myself (as a defective) and NOT on WHAT I am telling you.

Dysfunctional groups of all kinds maintain the group dysfunction by focusing on WHO is telling them something, who is trying to point out something to them, and not on WHAT they are being told. THAT'S the problem.

Because of this reality reversal, solutions are seen as problems, more problems are added to the mix defined as solutions, and reality is magically "transformed" (It's about transformation est concept) into its' OPPOSITE. Most often, only the aggressor with the hidden agenda of domination and their victims understand that. Of course, no one believes the now defined genetic defectives who "think" they have been "harmed by others" since the labelling system precludes that. Instead it is proclaimed the the victim is both cause AND effect while the aggressor, with the hidden agenda of domination, along with all his supporters, are all above reproach. For you see it is, according to the consensus on reality, "the taking of a victim stance" that caused all the effects. How handy for all of those who can never be blamed for anything. There's another term for this: "victim blaming." "It's about responsibility." (est concept)

It's about "the estian shift."

It's about being shifty.

It's about becoming such a well trained ass-hole that you can become an est-hole. (something once said inside the est training seminars)

As it turns out it really IS pretty hilarious isn't IT? A kind of cosmic "joke.' It's just that it's not the kind of hilarious entertainment that all the ass-holes involved had hoped it would be. It is not quite so amusing you see when the joke's on THEM, not their "stupid" victim, at THEIR expense.


The Awareness Gap
See if you can decipher the mysterious difference in meaning between someone who no longer bothers speaking to you, even though she has no idea what you have to say to others about her, “covertly,” and the same person who knows everything you have to say about her, which is not “covert” at all.
Perhaps a committee of experts could help all of you find the hidden meaning in that.
Of  course those SAME experts will tell you that if you are looking for “hidden 
meaning”  that means you need an anti-psychotic. So be careful what you say, and to 
whom, while you look so hard for that which has  never actually been “hidden.”

Reality Swallowed Up by The DSM

(Delusionally Subjective Matrix) 

I told my last psychiatrist, who I actually liked as a human being, that what psychiatry is actually doing, is including what actually happens to people in relation to dysfunctional groups, in our sick SOCIETY, as a part of their evaluations inside the parameters of the diagnostics as if it were “symptoms” when it is, in fact, REALITY which is being denied. I meant it then and I mean it NOW.


Email:   patricia-counterpsych@live.ca
Website:   http://www.counterpsych.com

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