While Those "Observers" Observe Me...[1] 

[1]  While making sure they, as the 'others',  don't get blamed for anything, of course.

Included on this page is a featured series  I now call: 

Therapeutic Chats- for the Acutely Normal 

A Psychiatrized Individual Observes and Assesses the Disordered Mob from HER point of view. This is the same mad mob which has defined her as “inherently defective” and the same Mob Members who “hide” in plain sight, while defining themselves as the “normal” and as the standard to emulate.  Are these observations born out of my “paranoid delusions and hallucinated conversations” as assessed by my observers, or are they just an account of every day reality which is being stated as it is by the individual while being denied by the delusional “normal.”  

Let's just look at it and see what truths may emerge from the looking without the usual defence of the dysfunctional status quo blocking the view.  

Is this Psychiatric Fiction or Unrecognized, Unadmitted Fact? 

Let the reader decide for him or herself.

News Flash of the Week

Two themes going right now once again as passed along by, and to, people I do not actually know who do not know me.

One rumour started by university types is that I could give lectures. (this is the fantasy world many students and staff still live in as they continue to decide FOR me who I am what I know etc and my owns then as they pass more of their "stories" along to others they respond to their own rumours and inventions 'as if" they were my reality. of course the FACT is I am not IN my own definition and am still treated by all the duplicitous wonders as if I were an irrelevancy in my own experience. )

One of the responses by others to the "lectures" rumour is that "she apparently has a voice that sounds just like a man's so who would want to listen to THAT!"

The other theme of the week is an old one that rotates over and over again, "she is nothing but a liar!" A variety of people I do not even know who also don't know me but who are clearly part of the daily story telling that characterizes this city. some years ago there was one that went, "she is nothing but a liar and he loses his (not identified) job over it...that bitch!"

as always of course some of these people don't know who I am, some do but think they are "hidden" from an inferior who won't know what they are talking about anyway and some are deliberately abusive because they have decided they are just "giving her just what she deserves!"

Of course then we deny all of it so that those involved will be normal and not get blamed for anything.

Ask Dr. Wendy T. who used to work in the same building as the accountant, (who is married to a Caduceus Club member), who used to sit with the lawyers in the Eaton Centre Food court right after I got forced out of my job by Homewood in 99, so that I could be coerced into accepting a nice containment label, how much acting out they did in my presence just to see what kind of a fascinating answer you get in fact, ask ALL of them.

Then ask yourselves as a dysfunctional community generally, with a really serious boundary problem and a pack mentality, thought of as "normal," if you think you will EVER be able to make the mysterious connection between what you do and how you behave and the people you do it to SAYING that you are who you are and life here is, what it is.

Yeas ago somewhere between 95 and 99, there was a conversation acted out for me by others in the third person. Someone had been corrected about me by another who was saying that if I thought people were talking about me this showed I was mentally ill. The response given by the other one, according to the acting out in front of me was, "we are talking about her right NOW." Reality splitters don't know what that MEANS because they all consider themselves to be "hiding" in plain sight do they never see themselves AS THE PEOPLE doing the talking.

Most of you will hold onto the splitting because splitting suppresses equal relating by people who need to make themselves FEEL better by being inherently superior to "someone LIKE THAT ! even though you actually have no idea who "that" really is or what they are like but just go by your own contemptuous stories as all the proof you need. this is the essence of dysfunctional relating and it seems "normal" because large numbers of people practice it and don't question it. it is like "tradition."


The Awareness Gap
See if you can decipher the mysterious difference in meaning between someone who no longer bothers speaking to you, even though she has no idea what you have to say to others about her, “covertly,” and the same person who knows everything you have to say about her, which is not “covert” at all.
Perhaps a committee of experts could help all of you find the hidden meaning in that.
Of  course those SAME experts will tell you that if you are looking for “hidden 
meaning”  that means you need an anti-psychotic. So be careful what you say, and to 
whom, while you look so hard for that which has  never actually been “hidden.”

Reality Swallowed Up by The DSM

(Delusionally Subjective Matrix) 

I told my last psychiatrist, who I actually liked as a human being, that what psychiatry is actually doing, is including what actually happens to people in relation to dysfunctional groups, in our sick SOCIETY, as a part of their evaluations inside the parameters of the diagnostics as if it were “symptoms” when it is, in fact, REALITY which is being denied. I meant it then and I mean it NOW.


Email:   patricia-counterpsych@live.ca
Website:   http://www.counterpsych.com

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