While Those "Observers" Observe Me...[1] 

[1]  While making sure they, as the 'others',  don't get blamed for anything, of course.

Included on this page is a featured series  I now call: 

Therapeutic Chats- for the Acutely Normal 

A Psychiatrized Individual Observes and Assesses the Disordered Mob from HER point of view. This is the same mad mob which has defined her as “inherently defective” and the same Mob Members who “hide” in plain sight, while defining themselves as the “normal” and as the standard to emulate.  Are these observations born out of my “paranoid delusions and hallucinated conversations” as assessed by my observers, or are they just an account of every day reality which is being stated as it is by the individual while being denied by the delusional “normal.”  

Let's just look at it and see what truths may emerge from the looking without the usual defence of the dysfunctional status quo blocking the view.  

Is this Psychiatric Fiction or Unrecognized, Unadmitted Fact? 

Let the reader decide for him or herself.

Covert Entry Anyone?

I suspect, (no doubt for no reason at all other than my character flaw of "suspiciousness") that another "covert" entry was just made into my apartment, (Tues 9th) orchestrated by a handful of my "normal" neighbours and involving the usual building "covert ops." This suspicion is based on the bits and pieces from the usual group chatter, complete with some lowered eyes and side of mouth talking, as always. So of course, also as always, it may be true, partially true or BS. Since I am left out of it of course, it will not be admitted even if it is a fact.

I have never felt LESS safe anywhere in my life than I do in what is supposedly one of Ontario's "safest cities." These are the kind of people who talked the same way about my nurse stalker being let into my apartments behind my back. I can't help but wonder if it is the refusal to LISTEN to those who say otherwise, about this experience, mostly psychiatrized right out of the statistics, that make the picture LOOK the way it does. Not opening cans of worms means no one has to LOOK inside at the hideous sight of canned worms. The pretentious don't like to serve canned worms at their dinner parties.

One thing is always true though; the group/mob with the Splitter mentality do not communicate, genuinely or directly, with the defectives and inferiors they observe and assess.

Well at least locally they are developing a partial awareness. The loud story telling in the hallways of the apartment complex has died down quite significantly.

Careful now! Don't let me Spot you!

(How do you think she knows???? It's just amazing)


The Awareness Gap
See if you can decipher the mysterious difference in meaning between someone who no longer bothers speaking to you, even though she has no idea what you have to say to others about her, “covertly,” and the same person who knows everything you have to say about her, which is not “covert” at all.
Perhaps a committee of experts could help all of you find the hidden meaning in that.
Of  course those SAME experts will tell you that if you are looking for “hidden 
meaning”  that means you need an anti-psychotic. So be careful what you say, and to 
whom, while you look so hard for that which has  never actually been “hidden.”

Reality Swallowed Up by The DSM

(Delusionally Subjective Matrix) 

I told my last psychiatrist, who I actually liked as a human being, that what psychiatry is actually doing, is including what actually happens to people in relation to dysfunctional groups, in our sick SOCIETY, as a part of their evaluations inside the parameters of the diagnostics as if it were “symptoms” when it is, in fact, REALITY which is being denied. I meant it then and I mean it NOW.


Email:   patricia-counterpsych@live.ca
Website:   http://www.counterpsych.com

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