While Those "Observers" Observe Me...[1] 

[1]  While making sure they, as the 'others',  don't get blamed for anything, of course.

Included on this page is a featured series  I now call: 

Therapeutic Chats- for the Acutely Normal 

A Psychiatrized Individual Observes and Assesses the Disordered Mob from HER point of view. This is the same mad mob which has defined her as “inherently defective” and the same Mob Members who “hide” in plain sight, while defining themselves as the “normal” and as the standard to emulate.  Are these observations born out of my “paranoid delusions and hallucinated conversations” as assessed by my observers, or are they just an account of every day reality which is being stated as it is by the individual while being denied by the delusional “normal.”  

Let's just look at it and see what truths may emerge from the looking without the usual defence of the dysfunctional status quo blocking the view.  

Is this Psychiatric Fiction or Unrecognized, Unadmitted Fact? 

Let the reader decide for him or herself.


By Patricia Lefave, labelled D.D.(P) in 11 cost effective minutes.

I once used this as an analogy in my recovery therapy; something I would not have needed had I been heard when I discussed this long BEFORE my mental breakdown under pressure and stress. This is a description of what it is like trying to be HEARD by the "superior" minded splitters.

It's like being locked in a room alone and looking through a window at a group which stands there and talks about you, in the third person as if you were not really there or as if you were blind and deaf. So you ask them, "Why are you treating me this way? Why don;t you answer me? Why don't you just stop talking to each other ABOUT me and just talk DIRECTLYTO me?"

The observers then respond by talking to each other ABOUT what you just said:

"Did you hear that? She is asking invisible people to answer her...apparently she also hears voices talking to each other about her...it's just sad really...."

Yes. It sure IS sad. (try not to laugh or they will pick you up and "help" you.)

Now, let me explain to you in terms of the missing information in this little scene.

The superior group on the other side of the glass, think they are observing the inferior specimen through a two way glass and that they have her under observation in a soundproof room.

(a kind of over-sized petrie dish for watching genetic defectives)

They also believe they are listening to her through a one way speaker in the wall. In reality, it is just a window and it is not a soundproof room. There is no one way speaker in the wall.

So while the presumed 'defective" being evaluated by the presumably "normal" is talking to them, and having a two way conversation, relating as equals, the group perceives itself as involved in a ONE way evaluation session, observing an inferior and making her "fit" into their pre-fab belief system which, of course, is in place BEFORE the observation and assessment session even begins. As we all know, or should, what we hear depends upon a number of factors one of them being EXPECTATIONS.

Reality:"That which you are observing is observing you."

Short version?

Your "covert" CIA/CSIS/KGB type "ops" are NOT "covert", at least not in the WAY you think they are, anywhere other than in your own minds.

(est concept: "It's all in your minds.")

This is a part of the "being watched, followed and reported on by authoritarian "covert" cops or spies, which comes also in altered states. It is nightmare-like imagery on the met level, and it is based on REALITY. It is the reality all of the "covert" operators routinely deny.


The Awareness Gap
See if you can decipher the mysterious difference in meaning between someone who no longer bothers speaking to you, even though she has no idea what you have to say to others about her, “covertly,” and the same person who knows everything you have to say about her, which is not “covert” at all.
Perhaps a committee of experts could help all of you find the hidden meaning in that.
Of  course those SAME experts will tell you that if you are looking for “hidden 
meaning”  that means you need an anti-psychotic. So be careful what you say, and to 
whom, while you look so hard for that which has  never actually been “hidden.”

Reality Swallowed Up by The DSM

(Delusionally Subjective Matrix) 

I told my last psychiatrist, who I actually liked as a human being, that what psychiatry is actually doing, is including what actually happens to people in relation to dysfunctional groups, in our sick SOCIETY, as a part of their evaluations inside the parameters of the diagnostics as if it were “symptoms” when it is, in fact, REALITY which is being denied. I meant it then and I mean it NOW.


Email:   patricia-counterpsych@live.ca
Website:   http://www.counterpsych.com

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