While Those "Observers" Observe Me...[1] 

[1]  While making sure they, as the 'others',  don't get blamed for anything, of course.

Included on this page is a featured series  I now call: 

Therapeutic Chats- for the Acutely Normal 

A Psychiatrized Individual Observes and Assesses the Disordered Mob from HER point of view. This is the same mad mob which has defined her as “inherently defective” and the same Mob Members who “hide” in plain sight, while defining themselves as the “normal” and as the standard to emulate.  Are these observations born out of my “paranoid delusions and hallucinated conversations” as assessed by my observers, or are they just an account of every day reality which is being stated as it is by the individual while being denied by the delusional “normal.”  

Let's just look at it and see what truths may emerge from the looking without the usual defence of the dysfunctional status quo blocking the view.  

Is this Psychiatric Fiction or Unrecognized, Unadmitted Fact? 

Let the reader decide for him or herself.

Questions from the Psychiatrized

Is there such a thing as bus drivers who talk about their passengers, to other bus drivers and other passengers, as if the people they were talking about, weren't there? Do bus drivers ever do that in the presence of, or near to, or in groups, on their platforms, sometimes oblivious to the "subject's" presence?

If so, and any of you know about this, (including those few of you who have now been called 'traitors" for not going along with your group) would you mind calling or e-mailing Homewood (attention Brian Furlong if he is still there) and letting them know that THIS is, in fact, REALITY?

The psychiatrized, labelled people, can't tell them you see, as we are not "allowed" to confront any of the normal people. Many of "them" have already tried it, which has often resulted in having their experience of it, transformed into a "symptom" of an "illness" (bad brain chemistry) which causes them to "think" that bus drivers (and others also, such a mall crawlers and students in "life sciences") are talking about them.

NexusPoint: it is not really about WHAT happens. It is about WHO reports it.

(Who, as perceived by those who are already "certain that they know" exactly who is WHOM.)


Is the "interpretation" of "s/he has no insight into his/her own condition" SOMETIMES (not always or never) used as a kind of controller's way of saying, "You will keep your mouths shut if ya knows what's good for ya..."?

It is sometimes about WHO has the power to impose their will on those who are rendered powerless to stop them, or to escape them... such people don't ALL belong to the same group, despite the common authoritarian hierarchical structure. There are many groups with the SAME kind of structure.

"You cannot reason with the trainer, nor can you get him to just leave you alone."

Sheridan Fenwick on est

How familiar that concept is to so many, trying to reason with, or just to escape from, their controllers. Why, to SOME, it may even seem like a "message" just for them.

The Fixers and the Fixed

When you deal with the fixers, if you don't want them to be fixing you, the problem, as far as THEY are concerned, can ONLY be in you for failing to co-operate with the fixers' agenda, for it can NEVER be in the fixer who is ONLY trying to fix you....for your own good.

And THAT'S the problem; just as it is stated here. Yet the problem as the fixed ones see it, will never be seen AS the problem BY the fixer. That is because YOU may be operating on the level of ideas and relating as an equal. (WHAT is wrong)

The Fixer though is operating on the level of personalities and relating as a superior to an inferior. (WHO is wrong) and to the fixer, only those the Fixer decides need fixing are wrong. So, you cannot reason with the fixer (on the level of ideas or concepts) NOR can you get the Fixer to just leave you alone.

In est, if you first accept that life (not est itself) is meaningless, then that idea just may open you up to the idea of "limitless possibilities", especially if you are a real sociopath with no belief in any real value of anything, or anyone, outside of yourself, and your own limitless desires and all consuming ego.

While it is true that many of "us" see things that the "normal" and even the experts on life, do NOT see, it is also a common assumption that we, who see, are seeing things that are NOT there rather opening up to the possibility that the "normal" and all the experts are FAILING to see what IS there.

The psychopaths, sociopaths, narcissists in life USE this knowledge to their own advantage. It is also why they target us since they are not threatened by those who fail to see, but only by those who are seeing things that most others are not.


The Awareness Gap
See if you can decipher the mysterious difference in meaning between someone who no longer bothers speaking to you, even though she has no idea what you have to say to others about her, “covertly,” and the same person who knows everything you have to say about her, which is not “covert” at all.
Perhaps a committee of experts could help all of you find the hidden meaning in that.
Of  course those SAME experts will tell you that if you are looking for “hidden 
meaning”  that means you need an anti-psychotic. So be careful what you say, and to 
whom, while you look so hard for that which has  never actually been “hidden.”

Reality Swallowed Up by The DSM

(Delusionally Subjective Matrix) 

I told my last psychiatrist, who I actually liked as a human being, that what psychiatry is actually doing, is including what actually happens to people in relation to dysfunctional groups, in our sick SOCIETY, as a part of their evaluations inside the parameters of the diagnostics as if it were “symptoms” when it is, in fact, REALITY which is being denied. I meant it then and I mean it NOW.


Email:   patricia-counterpsych@live.ca
Website:   http://www.counterpsych.com

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