While Those "Observers" Observe Me...[1] 

[1]  While making sure they, as the 'others',  don't get blamed for anything, of course.

Included on this page is a featured series  I now call: 

Therapeutic Chats- for the Acutely Normal 

A Psychiatrized Individual Observes and Assesses the Disordered Mob from HER point of view. This is the same mad mob which has defined her as “inherently defective” and the same Mob Members who “hide” in plain sight, while defining themselves as the “normal” and as the standard to emulate.  Are these observations born out of my “paranoid delusions and hallucinated conversations” as assessed by my observers, or are they just an account of every day reality which is being stated as it is by the individual while being denied by the delusional “normal.”  

Let's just look at it and see what truths may emerge from the looking without the usual defence of the dysfunctional status quo blocking the view.  

Is this Psychiatric Fiction or Unrecognized, Unadmitted Fact? 

Let the reader decide for him or herself.

She's Just Trying to Get a Reaction

(So the "normal" snarl at those who try to tell them, "I can see you and hear you." )

Normal People:

Your lack of response and your refusal to admit to anything IS a reaction and it is YOUR defensive one. So is your constant use of the word "just", used to trivialize the experiences WITH you, of those you invalidate and to minimize your own involvement and responsibility for YOUR "participation" in It.

You are also the ones who frequently say, "Well...I wasn't the ONLY one who did it. We ALL got caught right up in it...and what's the big deal anyway?'They' (not 'us') JUST like to make a big deal out of NOTHING!"

(How especially amusing that is in MY case huh? Since the "start of the action" is a psychiatric nurse, who already KNOWS that "there is nothing to get." For after all; that's what the est structure states "It is...NOTHING." See how hilarious that must be to the controller, who "watches the action between the two sides"?- His target AND the group of participants in the "joke;" both of whom, no doubt, got opposing VERSIONS of "reality" in relation to him.....har har har.

Now, see if you can figure out why those of us on the RECEIVING end of this, while defined as your "inferiors" often think this is a "joke" that includes us (even when not specifically directed to do so as I was) or that you are "pretending' to be stupid, or you're TRYING to drive us insane (gaslight style) on purpose, some of you for the "entertainment" you get from doing so.

Hint or two:

The "joke" version is reinforced as a possibility to us by your amused eye-glow (aka self delusion) accompanied by the little smirks. Do you know how you look to us? You look NUTS. Because in that moment, you are the "nuts" who don't know it. Ironic huh? Try becoming SELF aware to see how you look and sound to us from our perspective.

Let me offer some help with that. Instead of assuming you are our superiors, try assuming you are what you REALLY are; equal humans acting out like self deluded idiots. Give up the "hidden" bit by imagining yourself as equal to your current targets; no more and no less. You will be "amazed" how a lot of "insanity" just disappears with a change in premise and attitude.

The 'Fun'-damental Problem

The fundamental problem is the self delusion of the "superior" people; not because they are superior but because they are NOT and what they really are is reality Splitters who see the only OTHER choice as being "inferior." Of course they aren't really THAT either. What they are, is what they have always been- equal 'cells" in the 'body' of a collective whole called humanity.

The "purpose" of each "cell" in the body is to:

Self define, self direct, self control, (both sides of that) with intact , personal boundaries developed for that purpose. This makes each "cell" unique in itself as well as an equal part of the whole. That's what self actualization MEANS and you have to stay centered in your SELF to do that.

It is those who continue to "play the game" as if life was a contest (con-test) of "winners" and/or "losers" who just don't get it, (understand It) and who will, ultimately, get It (self destruct) BECAUSE they just don't get It. (Understand It) For they either get the understanding OR the UNDERstanding in this version of the "game."

Unfortunately because they believe it is a choice of "winning or losing" and can't see beyond that dysfunctional viewpoint, they usually take many others "with" them as they go....so you must let IT go....and what you must let go OF is the "superior/inferior"- "winners/losers" paradigm ITSELF

Getting Over IT

The only way you will EVER get the world's "winners/controllers' to admit to anything they do is if they, in their never ending self concern, perceive doing so as MORE to their advantage than NOT doing so. That's because it is really all about THEM- not you.

So when they become self aware enough to give up their OWN "game" for their OWN benefit, they will; but not before they actually SEE that as a "possibility." So make them aware of YOUR awareness of them and their game. Focus on the game ITSELF because the "game" is dependent upon its "hidden" aspect as it's main feature. When "the game" is no longer "hidden" from anyone, it is no longer viable. In other words talk about, and focus on, the game and not so much the gamers. They gamers change; the "game" remains the same, overall. So haul it out into the sunlight like the blood sucking vampire that IT IS which fears the light of day. "Enlighten" the world's vampires so their targets can watch them "light right up" and disappear.

I don't know why....but I just thought of an old disco song...."burn baby burn....disco inferno"....must just be my age huh?

Well, you know us nuts and old people...seeing connections between things that no one else sees.......sigh.....


The Awareness Gap
See if you can decipher the mysterious difference in meaning between someone who no longer bothers speaking to you, even though she has no idea what you have to say to others about her, “covertly,” and the same person who knows everything you have to say about her, which is not “covert” at all.
Perhaps a committee of experts could help all of you find the hidden meaning in that.
Of  course those SAME experts will tell you that if you are looking for “hidden 
meaning”  that means you need an anti-psychotic. So be careful what you say, and to 
whom, while you look so hard for that which has  never actually been “hidden.”

Reality Swallowed Up by The DSM

(Delusionally Subjective Matrix) 

I told my last psychiatrist, who I actually liked as a human being, that what psychiatry is actually doing, is including what actually happens to people in relation to dysfunctional groups, in our sick SOCIETY, as a part of their evaluations inside the parameters of the diagnostics as if it were “symptoms” when it is, in fact, REALITY which is being denied. I meant it then and I mean it NOW.


Email:   patricia-counterpsych@live.ca
Website:   http://www.counterpsych.com

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