While Those "Observers" Observe Me...[1] 

[1]  While making sure they, as the 'others',  don't get blamed for anything, of course.

Included on this page is a featured series  I now call: 

Therapeutic Chats- for the Acutely Normal 

A Psychiatrized Individual Observes and Assesses the Disordered Mob from HER point of view. This is the same mad mob which has defined her as “inherently defective” and the same Mob Members who “hide” in plain sight, while defining themselves as the “normal” and as the standard to emulate.  Are these observations born out of my “paranoid delusions and hallucinated conversations” as assessed by my observers, or are they just an account of every day reality which is being stated as it is by the individual while being denied by the delusional “normal.”  

Let's just look at it and see what truths may emerge from the looking without the usual defence of the dysfunctional status quo blocking the view.  

Is this Psychiatric Fiction or Unrecognized, Unadmitted Fact? 

Let the reader decide for him or herself.

The Group-think and Group Behaviour


The Problem

The chaos and confusion is generated by the group. It is not bubbling up from within the defective brains of the one chosen to be inherently "defective." This is about relationship to things, events, and other people; NOT about self-contained mysterious "disease" processes.

Then of course, the group behaviour is denied to exist. This is part of the closing of ranks for "us."

This denial perpetuates It, strengthens It, and makes any real resolution impossible. That creates a state of infinite destruction, along with the feelings of hopelessness, helplessness and despair for those caught in it, including especially those who try to expose it to get it STOPPED.

So we get results (effects) like "incurable illnesses" which are then "treated' with mood altering drugs, for those who won't "let go" of their "delusional" beliefs about dysfunctional groups doing harm, or about being targeted by controllers with hidden agendas, or about being used as group scapegoats so that the status quo can be protected and maintained.

Why SOME of us have even been known to say that we "think" there is someone involved in our experience who is on our side but not talking DIRECTLY TO ME about it.

Interpretation:? "Why that crazy middle aged (now old) broad actually THINKS she is being "admired from afar," doesn't she? (har har...these whack jobs...I tell ya!)

Good thing we have written that abstraction down in a book. After all if it is written in a book we know it is real. Just like if it is NOT written down we know it is not real.

(Not that there is anything at all sexist about that kind of judgement of course. I mean seriously...middle aged or even older women actually think they could be attractive to anyone? Increase the awareness reduction medication! Clearly, she must be MAD! MAD I tell you!)

Face Reality

Change "nothing."

(Now what do you superior est-ees think I MEAN by that?)

Police Services

If you really want to understand self-delusion- look right AT the controllers. That is the "starting point" in my "fascinating" case and also in the cases of many others as well whose controllers have never even HEARD of est. Nevertheless, the pipsqueaks who want "total control" can't see, or hear, those they try to control, who are talking to them, because the controllers' arrogance (delusions of grandeur) blind and deafen them to the truth about themselves.

When they can't really see, or hear, themselves, they can't really see or hear their "inferiors" either- because in reality, there are no inherently "superior" nor "inferior" humans. There are just "assholes" who "think they know things because they believe them" and those who are at "the start of the action," those who want to be "at cause," which they believe is a separate reality from those who they put "at effect;" controllers who are in reality, the Emperors of HELL.

We who see them for who they really are, need to start telling them to get OUT of Hell and return to reality before it is too late to escape from, the (almost) escape proof trap of your own "recreation."

For it is your "recreation" that is going to "cause" the "disappearance" of everything and everyone, YOURSELVES included, you idiots. It is cause AND effect. Not cause OR effect. Everything is connected. The reality SPLITTING is the primary delusion. Get over IT!

If you don't reality will indeed "knock you on your ass."

and this is true whether you hear it as an "est exercise" or just the same old longstanding exercise in futility.


The Awareness Gap
See if you can decipher the mysterious difference in meaning between someone who no longer bothers speaking to you, even though she has no idea what you have to say to others about her, “covertly,” and the same person who knows everything you have to say about her, which is not “covert” at all.
Perhaps a committee of experts could help all of you find the hidden meaning in that.
Of  course those SAME experts will tell you that if you are looking for “hidden 
meaning”  that means you need an anti-psychotic. So be careful what you say, and to 
whom, while you look so hard for that which has  never actually been “hidden.”

Reality Swallowed Up by The DSM

(Delusionally Subjective Matrix) 

I told my last psychiatrist, who I actually liked as a human being, that what psychiatry is actually doing, is including what actually happens to people in relation to dysfunctional groups, in our sick SOCIETY, as a part of their evaluations inside the parameters of the diagnostics as if it were “symptoms” when it is, in fact, REALITY which is being denied. I meant it then and I mean it NOW.


Email:   patricia-counterpsych@live.ca
Website:   http://www.counterpsych.com

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