While Those "Observers" Observe Me...[1] 

[1]  While making sure they, as the 'others',  don't get blamed for anything, of course.

Included on this page is a featured series  I now call: 

Therapeutic Chats- for the Acutely Normal 

A Psychiatrized Individual Observes and Assesses the Disordered Mob from HER point of view. This is the same mad mob which has defined her as “inherently defective” and the same Mob Members who “hide” in plain sight, while defining themselves as the “normal” and as the standard to emulate.  Are these observations born out of my “paranoid delusions and hallucinated conversations” as assessed by my observers, or are they just an account of every day reality which is being stated as it is by the individual while being denied by the delusional “normal.”  

Let's just look at it and see what truths may emerge from the looking without the usual defence of the dysfunctional status quo blocking the view.  

Is this Psychiatric Fiction or Unrecognized, Unadmitted Fact? 

Let the reader decide for him or herself.

It's Not That Hard to Decipher This

The only people I will ever want truly PERSONAL relationships with ever AGAIN in this life will be those who talk TO me, genuinely and directly about THEMSELVES (not third parties) and who listen to ME talk TO them about who I am, and NOT to others telling them who I AM. They will also have to be capable of understanding that "we" are not the topic of group assessment sessions, whether overtly or, (worse still) "covertly" carried on.

Short form: Talk TO me about me; not AT me, whether patronizing or "corrective") and not ABOUT me to third parties, whose opinions of me have a higher value to you than my own. I don't WANT that kind of "personal" relationship because it's NOT PERSONAL at all!

My days of trying to "get through" to people who prefer to define my "reality" FOR me by "group consensus," no input from me wanted, accepted or tolerated, are OVER.

I accept your choice and your right to reject me- even when you actually don't KNOW me at all. I do not accept your choice to either slander me, control me, or harass me, or have anyone else do it.

So if you are among those who don't like me, let me fully embrace your rejection of me. I am just FINE with that.

In any case, whatever you choose, and however you choose to perceive me, I won't be playing "the game." I only expose the dysfunctional group "game" now, so that those on the RECEIVING end of IT can SEE and HEAR, WHY they can't make any "sense" out of their own "experience" with aggressors/controllers operating with those "Not-So-Hidden" agendas of power, domination and control.

There's NOTHING to Get.

It's the meaning of "nothing" that is giving you the problem with your UNDERstanding


It is the understanding (comprehension) of your under-standing ("inferior" status. )

UNDER-standing; abstract AND concrete. Get It?

(as compared to the guru of self promotion who understands his game right from the start of the action. First, he "won.")

What you were sold and what you bought was/is "Nothing, in absolute terms. So you "got Absolutely Nothing." Can you HEAR that? So how do we turn "nothing" itself into something? Why we "transform It" so that IT can be seen and heard for what IT IS. (est) by EVERYONE. Why do we do that?

Because in est-speak, "Only completed experiences Disappear." We give the guru a whole new UNDERstanding he never "got" before, that actually exists OUTSIDE his "game." That way when he sees that life has a whole lot of meaning, he will be able to give up his game, stop letting It go (continue) and choose to let It go.(leave this "choice" between two evils BEHIND him) before it is too late for him to be able to make the choice to do so. For in the outer reality the last place in the kingdom of Heaven is still better than being the Emperor at the Capital of Hell. That's what, "The first shall be last and the last first MEANS. This is the "switchback" achieved by converting the faulty premise upon which this Nothing Game is based.

I am DONE. So now I am going to focus on three things;

Ideas, which in my opinion really need to be examined and CHANGED so humanity might learn how to STOP driving people crazy in their dysfunctional group pursuit of "superiority," to make themselves FEEL better, hypothetical situations to use as frameworks for anchoring people to concrete reality and, of course, Psychiatric Fiction, since obviously people in REAL life don't behave this way and because it fits in so very nicely with this "whack job's" love of "writing behaviours." For you know how much we all love to "fabricate" our "stories" of abuse, domination, mocking, ridiculing, contempt and control, often performed, or helped along, by those perfectly "normal" soft spoken, sweetly smiling "normal" people, who just have NO idea, golly gee, why we are accusing them "falsely." So if it ever sounds like I am talking about any of you, chalk it up to coincidence.

I am also going to write a couple of short pieces about my "mystified" father's attempt to gain and keep control right to the end of his life. Before he went, and in one of our last conversations, he informed me that he had the rest of the family under his control and that the only way they would EVER talk to me again would be if HE told them to DO so. I had an answer for that. So please stand by to hear the "spin" that got.

This will be about some of the concrete details out of my own experience. Just a few bits, as one thing I have learned over the years; if you don't believe the truth I tell you, because of your abstract ideas forbidding, or rejecting it, then giving you a thousand examples of the same problem won't make you accept it any easier.

However, I am going to focus on on talking about the ideas that perpetuate this group insanity, defined as "normal" and writing psychiatric fiction to give it a framework which will be coming out of my own experience and that of others also with very similar experiences. There are MANY of us. That will give you readers who just don't get it, since it has not (yet) happened to YOU, some help in understanding the POWER of "normal" groups who support this crap and why it gets perpetuated AS a "norm," especially when psychiatry is there to label the targets and deny the individual's experience of reality.

That is The Psychiatric Snare: Our Collective Nightmare which I wrote a short piece about, many years ago.


The Awareness Gap
See if you can decipher the mysterious difference in meaning between someone who no longer bothers speaking to you, even though she has no idea what you have to say to others about her, “covertly,” and the same person who knows everything you have to say about her, which is not “covert” at all.
Perhaps a committee of experts could help all of you find the hidden meaning in that.
Of  course those SAME experts will tell you that if you are looking for “hidden 
meaning”  that means you need an anti-psychotic. So be careful what you say, and to 
whom, while you look so hard for that which has  never actually been “hidden.”

Reality Swallowed Up by The DSM

(Delusionally Subjective Matrix) 

I told my last psychiatrist, who I actually liked as a human being, that what psychiatry is actually doing, is including what actually happens to people in relation to dysfunctional groups, in our sick SOCIETY, as a part of their evaluations inside the parameters of the diagnostics as if it were “symptoms” when it is, in fact, REALITY which is being denied. I meant it then and I mean it NOW.


Email:   patricia-counterpsych@live.ca
Website:   http://www.counterpsych.com

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