Talking 'AT' My Psychiatrists

...While They Plug Their Ears and Hum Loudly

The Trickster Who Tricks HIMSELF Best of ALL

  •  6/19/2017
  •   Lefave, Patricia
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By Nobody The 'Zen-like joke' of this experience is completed when the mob that you ARE, claims together, that all which you 'normal' people have participated in, at the direction of one controller, (sometimes more than one) with a hidden agenda of domination, used for the pre-set goal for gaining power and control, does not even EXIST. Therefore 'everything' you did and 'nothing” are now the 'same thing.' (this is part of Dale's written quote to me in the 'booby prize' answer which he pas...
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The Power

  •  2/24/2017
  •   Lefave, Patricia
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When a power and control est-ee hears those he has manipulated to perceive his target in a certain way, actually SAY, of the target,  'She's just trying to turn things around to make it seem like the opposite,' then he smiles with 'satisfaction.' Why? Because he already KNOWS that HE is the one who 'turned things around' right from 'the start of the action.' He also knows that what people will believe depends upon from WHERE THEY see 'the start of the action.' For that is what he  learned ...
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 The Real Lesson of e.s.t.

  •  2/22/2017
  •   Lefave, Patricia
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It is that the masses of 'normal'/superior people look for reason where there IS no reason in the first place, fail to see It where it is, support the truly reasonable one, blame the supposedly 'unreasonable' victims for their presumed 'false' accusations, and DO all of this as a part of the group/mob defense of It’s actions. Then, they tell the victims to let IT go (any hope of resolution) and let the perpetrators/aggressors go, which means they have let 'IT' go, 'IT' being the construct whic...
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Why Yes Indeed...Everything and Nothing ARE the Same Thing

  •  1/18/2017
  •   Lefave, Patricia
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In my experience of reality here, as often as not, the stories accepted as true are fabricated and the stories passed along by the liars, supported by those who just repeat everything they hear, are what is fabricated. Then, we have the ones who believe that reality can be defined as an abstraction. These are the ones who are “certain that they know” everything even though what they really know is “NOTHING.”  (Are you Homewoodians getting the full effects of the “hilarity” in this?   As an ext...
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e.s.t. is a Statement of the Infinite in Latin -

  •  1/5/2017
  •   Lefave, Patricia
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'It is.' AND It is also the name of the concrete organization Itself (The Technology) Erhard Seminars Training, which I had remembered as ''sensitivity training.'' Those are the two definitions of est; abstract idea AND concrete existence. (not ''OR'') The definition of It is, ''Nothing.'' IT IS NOTHING. He is ''The Source'' of It for he ''has created something out of nothing.'' As the statement was made in est, ''There is nothing to get so you got It.'' (In whatever WAY YOU percei...
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No Rescuer in THIS Psycho Drama

  •  10/11/2016
  •   Lefave, Patricia
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That is because the only ones who really understand IT are the Controller and the 'Item' being  targeted for control. Of course the controller presents himself as the rescuer or the victim and the object of control is presented as the aggressor and/or 'delusional'  (switch) for 'thinking' she is being harmed by the 'really nice guy.' (Did you happen to catch the profile in Criminal Minds last week? 'They present themselves as trustworthy and really nice guys...' 'Messages off the T.V'. Jus...
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Current Blog Article: The Trickster Who Tricks HIMSELF Best of ALL

Thanks to Loren Mosher for his endless trying to have us all be HEARD as human beings

The last line of Getting It: the Psychology of est is

“The only way to stop a nightmare is to wake up.”

So Homewood- WAKE UP! Wake up to the REALITY that is right in front of you!

Take the LEAP!


And Yes...words CAN heal us all, even psychiatrists, but not for as long as you are plugging your ears and humming loudly so that you won't have to hear them.


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But How did you know "IT" was there?
How is it Grasshopper, that YOU did NOT know?
Also a "matter of perspective"

 Blameless Others 

Will those “others” who can NEVER be blamed for ANYTHING, ever be blamed for anything? We who can never be “allowed” to blame those blameless others already KNOW the answer to that one.

The Matrix


The Mobbing Portal



"A mobbing is like a tornado spun off from a spring rainstorm
- a fervent, collective assault that escalates from
an ordinary conflict."
-Kenneth Westhues
qtd. in "Mob Rule"
by John Gravois

The Bottom Line

Divided Brain

We who see and hear are understood by the “normal” who do not see themselves as like us, as the “disease” invading the “healthy' body of humanity. Actually we are more like the anti biotic injected into the dysfunctional pandemic infecting society which has gone almost out of control via group contagion.

If you like the disease analogy, try that one for a change of pace. Below is an entertaining  look at the divided brain theory by Dr. Iain McGilchrist. There is a lot there. You can watch it many times before you actually see and absorb it all. It is all quite entertaining and it is here because it promotes it's own interests by being here. See if you notice any threads of connection to a similar view held by me and many a “nut” like me. Enjoy.

Psychiatric Tautologies 

Does the fact that I “think” I am being observed as a 'fascinating' case actually MAKE me a fascinating case?


Transcending Our Sanity

I just wish that I was still in my child bearing years because NOW I could try giving birth to a transcendent child and call him or her “Rainbow” or perhaps “Space.”

Then I could say to the est-ee psychiatric nurse,  still in the loop, “I have made a Space for myself....” and he could really dig

Those who “objective” observe inferior specimens have no sense of BEING observed BY those specimens, which they are SUBJECTIVELY observing. Think like equal humans and watch “Reality” change while it remains exactly the same.

Paranoid Patty’s Zen exercise