Talking 'AT' My Psychiatrists

...While They Plug Their Ears and Hum Loudly

The Power

When a power and control est-ee hears those he has manipulated to perceive his target in a certain way, actually SAY, of the target,

"She's just trying to turn things around to make it seem like the opposite," then he smiles with "satisfaction."


Because he already KNOWS that HE is the one who 'turned things around" right from "the start of the action." He also knows that what people will believe depends upon from WHERE THEY see "the start of the action." For that is what he learned in e.s.t.

THAT is how "reality" gets "transformed" into it's opposite which he "creates and defines" himself for "all non -estians." That is, whomever does not "belong" to his "superior" group.

Getting It

Do you now all "get" the UNDERstanding along with me?

The power and control est-ee recreates It, to create and define reality itself for all on estians by transforming reality into it's opposite, with the victim/target being perceived as the genetic defective AND the aggressor perceived as the superior hero and the "falsely"accused.

The point of agreement is reached and all further search stops, when it is "finished." It is "finished" when we all AGREE that "Nothing" happened.

Power "wins" by getting the victims to accept responsibility for "choosing" to be victims


By helping aggressors with hidden agendas of domination and control to deny and avoid responsibility by handing It TO their victims.

Defining e.s.t; the "game" itself as "NOTHING" accomplished that in its "zen-like" way.

So NOW do you "know what words mean"?

Now do you know WHY the guru of self promotion is "the Source" who has 'transformed reality itself BY creating "something out of Nothing"?

Of course there is no CONCRETE evidence of the existence of anything is there? For when something can mean anything or everything, it means NOTHING, and NOTHING IS the meaning of IT.

To understand IT, you have to be able to hear It, and see It, from OUTSIDE of It. I am the "outsider" (a non-estian) who "gets It- BOTH ways.

In this "game" though, if you "win" you also lose, since the real end game is the destruction of everything INSIDE It. In THIS game, winning and losing ARE the SAME thing.

TV Show Version of "The Game"

Did you happen to catch this one?

I think it was on "Ransom" and was a version of the same power struggle or con-test.

The theme was the power struggle and who was going to achieve control over whom, between a woman psychopath psychiatrist and an FBI pro-filer, whose daughter had been abducted as part of the attempt to control

The psychopath-psychiatrist was a real actress, (besides literally being the actress acting the part) who liked to point out to the profiler, whenever they were alone that she knew MORE about how to manipulate and control people than that profiler could ever know.

In one scene, the psychopath psychiatrist who had just successfully conned some of those watching her performance, gave the profiler/target of control, her amused eyes/ knowing little smirk bit, when no one else was watching of course, just to connect to the "joke" going between the two of them, and indicating the satisfaction she was feeling about being sure she was "winning' the contest she saw herself as being in with the profiler.

Fascinating isn't it?

Current Blog Article: The Power

Thanks to Loren Mosher for his endless trying to have us all be HEARD as human beings

The last line of Getting It: the Psychology of est is

“The only way to stop a nightmare is to wake up.”

So Homewood- WAKE UP! Wake up to the REALITY that is right in front of you!

Take the LEAP!


And Yes...words CAN heal us all, even psychiatrists, but not for as long as you are plugging your ears and humming loudly so that you won't have to hear them.


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