Truth To Power/Questioning Authority

True Intimacy

No one can have an intimate relationship of ANY kind, physical or non physical, with another individual who perceives him or her self as inherently superior and therefore entitled to impose his or her own will and definitions of reality on the other. Intimacy requires equality as the premise of it's being. Without it; intimacy cannot exist.



Medicalizing Real Illnesses 

Experts have announced that the medicalizing of diabetes has been deemed to be a great success. 

Does that sound absurd to you?

Same here.

Would this kind of reasoning be that known as doublethink if found in an old sci-fi novel?



There is No Absolute Truth in Abstract Concepts

 Apart from Concrete Details

There is no such thing as defining the life and experiences of individuals in terms of abstract truth in absolute terms. The attempt to do so, as has been done by psychiatry with the DSM, in all its pretensions, is insanity itself. You just keep making it worse and worse, by adding more and more, to the damage already done, with the invention of ever more imaginary diseases.


Infinite Tautologies

Sitting in a psychiatrist's office and being labelled as crazy with no prospect of recovery, after 11 minutes have passed since I first said, “how do you do?” is not considered to be an action that is “harmful” to me, by the doctor who labels me that way, which he does BECAUSE I “think” I have been harmed by others, in particular, in my own case, by “others” who are all part of the mental illness system itself!

“Crazy” does not get any crazier than that. Had I laughed out loud at that point I may have had a slightly different label bestowed upon me but the absurdity of it would still be pretty much the same. The feeling of “invisibility” which overcomes many of us in this situation is generated by the system itself. You MUST change this.

I once told my recovery therapist that I had long viewed the whole planet as one big insane asylum. You don't get FULL
I once told my recovery therapist that I had long viewed the whole planet as one big insane asylum. You don't get FULL "Privileges" until after you are "released" for good....

Definitions  Updated

What psychiatrists need to define, contain and control the most is psychiatry's ever expanding need to define, contain and control everything and everyone!

Forensics Cops and Psychiatrists

Just as evidence without context is all but meaningless (cops)

So is Context (or theory) without evidence. (psychiatrists, DSM writers)  

In BOTH cases, theory (abstraction) and evidence (concrete proof) must go TOGETHER. Let's sing it now....cause you can't have one without the o...o..other!

Which "Power" Really Does not Like, ...
...and does not really want to hear. So "Power" has instructed Me (in "private" of Course,) to keep my truth to myself, or Power "could"  overpower Me....

No One REALLY "Hides" in Plain Sight
Yes definitely..but still not as much as Psychiatry fears the Idea

The Infinite Problem

There is nothing more psycho-spiritually isolating and no problem harder to resolve, or to escape, than a relationship with someone who creates and defines reality itself FOR you, takes over control of your life, convinces others to go along with it all, and then defines the "real" problem as YOUR complaints about him or her, for doing exactly what s/he is doing, which s/he then denies, while convincing all of his/her supporters, that they should not accept anything you say, as you are only saying it to "seek attention" oops...I forgot; it's "JUST" seek attention. This is assessed by Fenwick in her analysis of est this way:

"You cannot reason with the trainer nor can you get him to just leave you alone."

(now for those of you focused on my grammar, rather than on the content of what I am saying, ( the same people who look at the finger rather than where someone is pointing with it ) I wrote the above as a run on sentence for a reason. The reason is because this is how it FEELS to be the "inferior" one being "helped" with one's delusional beliefs about a controller. It just runs on and on, around the same infinite loop of group dysfunction...forever....)

So in these cases, the "inferior" one can be one of two things:

Someone who only "claims" this is happening, "just to seek attention."


Someone who actually BELIEVES this happens and is therefore delusional.

(the poor defective thing)

What s/he CAN'T be is one who is stating the perfectly obvious truth because doing so just ruins the controller's "game" and it might also make the ,manipulated supporters/defenders FEEL bad.

(the poor emotionally fragile things.)

This is the kind of society we seem to like the most. It is how everyone FEELS about our problems in reality and not about identifying them, or ever solving them. We seem to prefer letting IT go.. (to continue indefinitely) rather than letting it GO....(getting off your "game" and leaving it in the dysfunctional group past.)

Let's throw in a little "religiosity" shall we? That way you can enjoy another fun mocking session.

(not that anyone really DOES...of course)

The Spirit of Satan

(what does that MEAN?)

It works like this. Satan MEANS Adversary.

The spirit of the adversary is the one that thinks, ''I would rather destroy the whole world rather than give up my need to be the emperor at the top of a pyramid holding power and control over all of it.''

What this spirit fails to ''get'' is that if he ''wins'' in the process of ''winning'' he destroys the only thing he truly loves; himself and his own power over his re-creation.. For it is the spirit of the adversary that is self defeating right from the STARTING POINT. And as we know; as it is in the beginning, so shall it be in the end. That's another way of saying the premise and the goal rest on the same point.

The Loopy Game

The reason you have to expose the ''game'' on the metaphysical level, as a closed system, apart from concrete details, is because it is the metaphysical structure itself that matters the most. All the ass-holes of the world keep this structure concealed and then use it, attached to varying concrete details. If the met structure itself is seen and understood, then those being dominated and controlled by IT, will recognize it for what IT IS and be able to escape and to disempower IT. This is true whether it is an abusive family member, the school bully, the abusive boyfriend, the controller/dictator or the devil himself. The (specific) devil is in the details, but MY "devil" and your 'devil" may not be exactly the same one. However the meta structure our "devils" are USING to obtain power and control IS the same one.

My OWN "devil" assumes that I "don't know how to think" as well as he THINKS he does since he has been "trained" as an "est-ee" and I have not been. That is quite an assumption, as a starting point. It does not occur to someone who must be a "winner in the game of life" that those he presumes to teach a lesson in power, domination and control might already understand the reality of ITbetter than HE DOES. The UNDERstanding that is the booby prize in life, is actually the "prize" he has given to himself.

It's about responsibility est-hole. Don't you Get It yet?

You literally, AND symbolically, paid someone to get NOTHING! What "hooked" you was your own pathetic need to feel "superior" to those who do not belong to your "superior" group. This has been justified by the salesman who sold IT to you, who made sure it was your own CHOICE to do so since he NEVER tells his trainees what to think. You all use the structure of IT in "whatever way seems good TO YOU. " That way whatever happens to you, as the effects of using It, for you, who are in "total control" of everything that happens to you, it is your own doing...or undoing...depending upon your perspective on IT.

Get IT?

1995, the "subject" breaks under pressure

Twenty Years Later

"The Truth is STILL Out There."

The X-files, the next generation returns with an update. Special agents Mulder and Scully are back....

Premieres January 24/25th on CTV

Might I suggest that all of you who are so certain that you know everything watch this? I know many of you highly educated ones think that this Sci-Fi stuff is just silly nonsense but then that is why it is safe for you to watch it as you can then tell yourself it is not about real people (like you) but all silly fabrications etc. See ...when you can detach yourself from something it sometimes makes it easier to HEAR on the met level as you KNOW that is not like YOU....not real life at all...which is why many sci-fi writers use this form of communication. That is why Gene Roddenberry did it way back in the first Star Trek days..

How about you find a couple of episodes of the X-files, from back in 95 before you listen to the new ones? What you must do though is listen to them on the metaphysical level, apart from the concrete details which are used to give the ideas in this, substance and then see if you can HEAR any pertinent meaning in those themes at all.

Think of it as a study of those "inferiors," like me, and an attempt to find even more imaginary diseases you can use to explain everything AWAY......there. That should help you relax a bit with the idea......that's a good ol' expert....breathe deeply and relax...reee... laaaaxxxxx. You can handle this. I have complete faith in your ability to split yourself off from pretty much anything..


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Use of Language

One of the things that the late activist, Judi Chamberlin and I were in agreement on was the idea of taking the languageaway from our controllers/abusers. It is something that comedians use as a tool as well since doing so takes the power away from those who use the language to reduce us to “less than” so that they can delude themselves that they are “more than” and therefore entitled to control us.

That being stated then,' How are all you psychiatrists enjoying my writing behaviours?”


I was so depressed when my marriage broke up that instead of taking an anti depressant as suggested by my doctor, I got a dog instead and named him Paxil. 

I am doing all right now, thanks to Paxil.

You are not really objective observers of inherently defective human beings. That's a delusion.

You are DEFECTIVE observers of equal human beings in distress, caused by events, traumas relationships, drug and alcohol problems, or beliefs and often a combination of some of those things.  To “treat” people like self-contained “disease processes” without relationship to external reality and other people is probably the MOST damaging, isolating thing you could do. So I will ask you from here, so that you can hide and feel safe; WHY are you doing this to “us”?

Collective Pretensions

If you are worrying about how you look and sound to others, as compared to how you actually are, does that not mean that at some level of your being you actually KNOW that you are splitting and operating from behind a facade? Do you think other people don't know that or are you just counting on them joining you in the Pretence so that they too can be popular, like you, for co-operating with the currently promoted, splitting agenda and calling it “normal?”

Guess this is maybe why you folks have turned words like “compliance” into “good” character traits huh? Why....if even YOU high minded folks diagnosing the world are doing it, it MUST be right and normal! 

Seeing Things
Seeing Things
Does This Sound Familiar to Most of You?
Now do you think that is because all of us who say this sort of thing are just out of touch with reality or is it because we are IN touch with it and some
other people are having trouble accepting things at face value?

It's Nameless 

We live in a schizophrenic SOCIETY which has a grocery store brand called “No Name” which is meant to indicate that this is not a brand name and, which is registered AS a brand name, so that “no name” cannot be used by anyone else who wants to claim their generic, non branded product has “no name!”