Truth To Power/Questioning Authority

True Intimacy

No one can have an intimate relationship of ANY kind, physical or non physical, with another individual who perceives him or her self as inherently superior and therefore entitled to impose his or her own will and definitions of reality on the other. Intimacy requires equality as the premise of it's being. Without it; intimacy cannot exist.



Medicalizing Real Illnesses 

Experts have announced that the medicalizing of diabetes has been deemed to be a great success. 

Does that sound absurd to you?

Same here.

Would this kind of reasoning be that known as doublethink if found in an old sci-fi novel?



There is No Absolute Truth in Abstract Concepts

 Apart from Concrete Details

There is no such thing as defining the life and experiences of individuals in terms of abstract truth in absolute terms. The attempt to do so, as has been done by psychiatry with the DSM, in all its pretensions, is insanity itself. You just keep making it worse and worse, by adding more and more, to the damage already done, with the invention of ever more imaginary diseases.


Infinite Tautologies

Sitting in a psychiatrist's office and being labelled as crazy with no prospect of recovery, after 11 minutes have passed since I first said, “how do you do?” is not considered to be an action that is “harmful” to me, by the doctor who labels me that way, which he does BECAUSE I “think” I have been harmed by others, in particular, in my own case, by “others” who are all part of the mental illness system itself!

“Crazy” does not get any crazier than that. Had I laughed out loud at that point I may have had a slightly different label bestowed upon me but the absurdity of it would still be pretty much the same. The feeling of “invisibility” which overcomes many of us in this situation is generated by the system itself. You MUST change this.

I once told my recovery therapist that I had long viewed the whole planet as one big insane asylum. You don't get FULL
I once told my recovery therapist that I had long viewed the whole planet as one big insane asylum. You don't get FULL "Privileges" until after you are "released" for good....

Definitions  Updated

What psychiatrists need to define, contain and control the most is psychiatry's ever expanding need to define, contain and control everything and everyone!

Forensics Cops and Psychiatrists

Just as evidence without context is all but meaningless (cops)

So is Context (or theory) without evidence. (psychiatrists, DSM writers)  

In BOTH cases, theory (abstraction) and evidence (concrete proof) must go TOGETHER. Let's sing it now....cause you can't have one without the o...o..other!

Which "Power" Really Does not Like, ...
...and does not really want to hear. So "Power" has instructed Me (in "private" of Course,) to keep my truth to myself, or Power "could"  overpower Me....

No One REALLY "Hides" in Plain Sight
Yes definitely..but still not as much as Psychiatry fears the Idea

You See Folks.... "IT" Works

As they say IN "It", we do It because It works."

That is the only reason those who do It NEED to justify It to themselves.

It works because the masses look for the 'reason" in everything, including where there is NOREASON to start with.....Got that?

So It works like this:

Expert psychiatrist focused on the target:

"But do you not see? A Nurse would have NO REASON to do as you say he has done....???"

THAT is an example of how everything that is said in the training is true; on BOTH sides of the experience. That is the nexus of meaning.

Answer: Yes I DO see that. In fact, I see and understand IT BETTER than those assessing and evaluating me for IT.

In Scientology (where Erhard was first before creating (or "recreating est) they are told that they can "create an alternate reality." This is true. It is also true that the alternate reality created and defined by ANYONE who feels entitled to do so, will depend upon the motivations, understanding and goal of the one "creating and defining reality itself" for those OUTSIDE the group. With me so far?

Now look BACK at the Psychiatrist's statement being used to diagnose and control ME.

Here comes the reality split:

Assessment 1- Therefore, according to those who look for the "reason" in things, this behaviour and the event does not exist as directed by the est-ee nurse, ( The "director of the movie in his head") and is a perception/reaction problem I am having, as suggested and defined BY the est-ee controller FIRST (first you "win" THEN you play, "the game." ) and as supported by the manipulated group members. Since. it cannot exist, since it would not be reasonable for people to think and behave this way, I am just "crazy" for thinking it does So in 11 cost effective minutes I get to be the paranoid delusional disorder for seeing things that are not really there to see. According to the acting out of course this was the suggestion of the estee nurse in the first place. If so, then the goal set FIRST has been reached and HE is "the winner" in the game of life and I get the "booby prize" which as we all know is given to the loser in the race to the finish line. See how amusing that just MIGHT be to one who was hearing in his head the real MEANING of the psychiatric experts pronouncements about It? You know...the contents of the training that he is instructed to keep secret from non estians....

Assessment 2: (the alternate reality from the other yourselves up to "possibility""

The obvious: the est-ee nurse is operating from an irrational premise, either fully, partly or unaware of his own delusional state, which is a form of brainwashing or hypnotic suggestion and in which he was told that "reason" is a LOWER level of consciousness and if you give up "reason" you are open to "limitless possibility." THIS level of INTENT would have to be determined by CONCRETE investigation to see how much he actually DIRECTED others as opposed to how much of this is spontaneous dysfunctional group behaviour generated by providing groups with socially sanctioned targets.

My experience is NOT a unique experience with controllers or dysfunctional groups, not even in my own personal experience. What IS unique about it is this one has been given a NAME, which you can actually look up as a predetermined plan for power, domination and control, (if you hear It that way) and it involves mental health pros, who don't recognize It any better when they are doing it themselves ,than they do when others are doing it to someone and their target's are reporting it to them in an attempt to get help

Like me, the real problem being experienced by many people targeted by some group being manipulated by some controller, with a hidden agenda, is that the problem is defined as a perception/reaction problem the TARGET is having as a self-contained "defective" rather than a real problem in real life, with real people, "out here in the world of reality," (as it is described in est)

This is what "the (Wish) Switch" is all about . "It's about responsibility."

What that means of course, to the hearer, depends upon your own understanding, motivations and goal.,. (set first) The statement itself is MEANINGLESS since it is an abstraction, apart from any concrete details used to determine its actual meaning, which makes it a nexus statement, of which it can be said, "Reality is all a matter of perspective" as they say of est. It is also a point of "potential", a jumping off, or starting point, and defined as part of the "human potential MOVEMENT." The "possibilities' come from where and HOW you MOVE from the starting point which is the "choice" the trainees make for themselves.

So what will It be to you" "Power OR enlightenment?"

Only the guru can have his own perspective on IT......

Are you all "getting it"? If you think so, which WAY do you think you are getting IT?

For it the Understanding (comprehension) OR the UNDER-standing? (inferior status)

Now to complete the loop so that the start and the finish rest on the SAME point: :

You SEE folks It works....because the masses look for reason where there is no reason and fail to see IT where IT IS. So perfectly "normal" human beings frequently lock up those who try to tell them what IT IS and mindlessly follow the leaders to direct them to do so. Then when they discover that all it not what they thought it was, they close ranks and deny the whole event of at the very least find ways too justify It be blaming their victims for IT.

I maintain my belief that THIS version of this is based on the Nazi Machine (technology for control) and the meta structure that allowed the Holocaust to play out as it did. The world is being taught a Lesson; one way OR the other. How it turns out remains to be seen. Either way the controller does not care as he sees himself as a "winner" EITHER WAY.

I do not.

What is really scary is not that this is done by "monsters." It is scary because a FEW monsters can get the masses of "normal" people to go along with their domination and control agendas, often to the point where all the "normal" people can be talked into mass murder, including murdering children, in the name of "saving" humanity from a "threat" that they have not actually identified because their arrogant group-think has blinded them from the truth about themselves and what they are all too WILLING to do in the name of belonging to a "superior" group.

This is all part of the hunt for the genetic defectives....for "we" would all be all right if only it weren't for "them." Though the identification of "we" and "them" keeps changing, the "play" the metaphysical structure of the event remains the SAME. THAT'S the REAL problem; the problem almost no one wants to admit even EXISTS.


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Use of Language

One of the things that the late activist, Judi Chamberlin and I were in agreement on was the idea of taking the languageaway from our controllers/abusers. It is something that comedians use as a tool as well since doing so takes the power away from those who use the language to reduce us to “less than” so that they can delude themselves that they are “more than” and therefore entitled to control us.

That being stated then,' How are all you psychiatrists enjoying my writing behaviours?”


I was so depressed when my marriage broke up that instead of taking an anti depressant as suggested by my doctor, I got a dog instead and named him Paxil. 

I am doing all right now, thanks to Paxil.

You are not really objective observers of inherently defective human beings. That's a delusion.

You are DEFECTIVE observers of equal human beings in distress, caused by events, traumas relationships, drug and alcohol problems, or beliefs and often a combination of some of those things.  To “treat” people like self-contained “disease processes” without relationship to external reality and other people is probably the MOST damaging, isolating thing you could do. So I will ask you from here, so that you can hide and feel safe; WHY are you doing this to “us”?

Collective Pretensions

If you are worrying about how you look and sound to others, as compared to how you actually are, does that not mean that at some level of your being you actually KNOW that you are splitting and operating from behind a facade? Do you think other people don't know that or are you just counting on them joining you in the Pretence so that they too can be popular, like you, for co-operating with the currently promoted, splitting agenda and calling it “normal?”

Guess this is maybe why you folks have turned words like “compliance” into “good” character traits huh? Why....if even YOU high minded folks diagnosing the world are doing it, it MUST be right and normal! 

Seeing Things
Seeing Things
Does This Sound Familiar to Most of You?
Now do you think that is because all of us who say this sort of thing are just out of touch with reality or is it because we are IN touch with it and some
other people are having trouble accepting things at face value?

It's Nameless 

We live in a schizophrenic SOCIETY which has a grocery store brand called “No Name” which is meant to indicate that this is not a brand name and, which is registered AS a brand name, so that “no name” cannot be used by anyone else who wants to claim their generic, non branded product has “no name!”