Truth To Power/Questioning Authority

True Intimacy

No one can have an intimate relationship of ANY kind, physical or non physical, with another individual who perceives him or her self as inherently superior and therefore entitled to impose his or her own will and definitions of reality on the other. Intimacy requires equality as the premise of it's being. Without it; intimacy cannot exist.



Medicalizing Real Illnesses 

Experts have announced that the medicalizing of diabetes has been deemed to be a great success. 

Does that sound absurd to you?

Same here.

Would this kind of reasoning be that known as doublethink if found in an old sci-fi novel?



There is No Absolute Truth in Abstract Concepts

 Apart from Concrete Details

There is no such thing as defining the life and experiences of individuals in terms of abstract truth in absolute terms. The attempt to do so, as has been done by psychiatry with the DSM, in all its pretensions, is insanity itself. You just keep making it worse and worse, by adding more and more, to the damage already done, with the invention of ever more imaginary diseases.


Infinite Tautologies

Sitting in a psychiatrist's office and being labelled as crazy with no prospect of recovery, after 11 minutes have passed since I first said, “how do you do?” is not considered to be an action that is “harmful” to me, by the doctor who labels me that way, which he does BECAUSE I “think” I have been harmed by others, in particular, in my own case, by “others” who are all part of the mental illness system itself!

“Crazy” does not get any crazier than that. Had I laughed out loud at that point I may have had a slightly different label bestowed upon me but the absurdity of it would still be pretty much the same. The feeling of “invisibility” which overcomes many of us in this situation is generated by the system itself. You MUST change this.

I once told my recovery therapist that I had long viewed the whole planet as one big insane asylum. You don't get FULL
I once told my recovery therapist that I had long viewed the whole planet as one big insane asylum. You don't get FULL "Privileges" until after you are "released" for good....

Definitions  Updated

What psychiatrists need to define, contain and control the most is psychiatry's ever expanding need to define, contain and control everything and everyone!

Forensics Cops and Psychiatrists

Just as evidence without context is all but meaningless (cops)

So is Context (or theory) without evidence. (psychiatrists, DSM writers)  

In BOTH cases, theory (abstraction) and evidence (concrete proof) must go TOGETHER. Let's sing it now....cause you can't have one without the o...o..other!

Which "Power" Really Does not Like, ...
...and does not really want to hear. So "Power" has instructed Me (in "private" of Course,) to keep my truth to myself, or Power "could"  overpower Me....

No One REALLY "Hides" in Plain Sight
Yes definitely..but still not as much as Psychiatry fears the Idea

Life at the Top

Werner says that "Jack" (third personing himself) was a liar. Do you then assume that Werner, who preaches that "life (not est) is meaningless", is now a truth teller? Remember that Werner/Jack is at the top of his OWN game. "The top of his game" is a common statement used by salesman. Can you HEAR that all right? It's abstract idea AND concrete "game."

est IS his "game."

THINK about It.

The est-ee nurse told me in writing "we think; but we don't THINK."

Was he "training" me in est?

In a game of meaninglessness, one can "choose" to be NEITHER a liar NOR a truth teller, and instead choose to be "well (if not precisely) balanced," by staying right ON the line between the two "sides." He "toes that line."

Try to HEAR like a sociopath would hear the same WORDS at the nexus of meaning.

The people who signed up for est did so BECAUSE they were looking for meaning. They did not think they were going to be looking into a meaningless abyss by doing so. It is not LIFE that is meaningless; it's est itself that is meaningless. That is the position switch in est itself; the false premise to which everything that comes AFTER that is then attached.

Werner/Jack believes in NOTHING; literally AND as an abstract idea. The thought is positive/negative at the same time. THAT is HIS "centre." He has LITERALLY created NOTHING and given nothing, substance. "Nothing really exists." (positive/negative)

Can you HEAR that at the nexus of meaning/meaninglessness?

So, did they "choose" to be victims?


Did they choose to be aggressors?


Did they just choose to give up trying to get It?

People can't sort this out because all real MEANING is lost in this nothingness that is the structure of the est training. It is a disconnect from concrete reality because concrete reality becomes unidentifiable via non stop contradictions and multiple choice that is why unless you see and understand the structure of IT as a whole, apart from any outside details, you can never completely understand it. To those who want power and control over others, that is a "good" thing and that is what gives them their infinite POWER. Because you can't "fix" a problem you can't really see, can you?


est is an abstract structure. What you believe It to be is whatever you PROJECT into It as individuals, but basically, it is a choice of roles, attitudes and beliefs. You "choose" identification WITH the victim or aggressor or group member/follower, or perhaps one of the majority who just don't get It.

"There's nothing to get so you get It."

(positive/negative abstraction)

THAT'S what is there to "get." THAT is what IT IS. (est in Latin) You literally pay to be taught NOTHING. It's MEANINGLESS. It is about power, domination and control of everyone.

Your controller "enjoys watching the action between the two sides." He TELLS you what he thinks of you (You're all ass-holes!) and even what he is DOING, but you can't HEAR him because you are too busy looking for the "hidden meaning" in a MEANINGLESS structure.

Message off the T.V. Just for YOU...

Derek Morgan, fictional character on the TV show, Criminal Minds

and member of a Behavioural Analysis Unit, states,

"Every ending is also a beginning.."

He quits working as a cop after being targeted himself by a psychopath who also attacked his wife to show him "suffering."

Personally, ''out here, in the world of reality,'' I am cast in the role of idiot in this "game" because what my own protagonist ''does with problems is hand them to someone else."

That's in his training. It is about projection, and avoidance of responsibility which is part of the domination and control act. In reality, '' I am not the one who doesn't understand; YOU are...MEANS what I am saying.

Of course, those of you who are all so ''certain that you know'' better are all psychologically deaf to IT. That's because they ''don't know what words mean,'' when attached to a faulty premise.

So you see experts....On a certain level I AM ''seeking your attention'' only without the ''just'' that usually precedes that when those trying to AVOID attention use it. I am seeking to get your attention focused on an all too real and all too common problem, ''out here, in the world of reality'' which is routinely ignored and even denied to exist, BY those in control and also by those who FOLLOW, without question or doubt, those who gain power and control over them and those ''others,'' who apparently CAN be blamed since ''they'' are not ''like us.''

Oh and the reason I won't ''let It go'', meaning to continue unchallenged and unseen, is because this experience is NOT something that is unique to me, despite the fact that ''It'' is given a name of It's own, in my own fascinating case. For you see since I am NOT an unquestioning follower of ''authority'' I am obliged by my OWN understanding of life and the meaning of my reality, to at least TRY to ''show you'' AND ''him''(s) the reality that IS and always has BEEN, ''right in front of you'' all along.

(I must use est-speak or I know many won't be able to hear me...)

This ''game'' with, or without a name, has been ''played'' for centuries. The only way to really ''win'' is to STOP PLAYING IT! For It's end game is to end everything and everyone in the name of power, control and domination. That is why YOU need to stop letting ''IT'' go and end IT. IT IS the problem.

It's cause AND effect; not ''OR.'' You don't get to ''choose'' a distinct and separate ''side'' in THIS reality. If you believe your ''choice'' is to be a victim OR an aggressor, you are delusional. Victims don't ''choose'' to be victims. Aggressors choose to victimize people and then blame their victims for IT and THAT is the infinite loop of a self serving, self promoting paradigm that those who feel they are ''losing'' in life use to convince themselves that they are the real ''winners.'' That is the start of their action; proving their ''superiority'' to THEMSELVES.

People on the receiving end of that can't make any sense out of IT because there is ''no reason IN'' what these 'winners' DO.'' Yet there is a reason FOR IT. That's the difference between logic and purpose.

They are the real winners all wont take that the WRONG way, will ya?


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Use of Language

One of the things that the late activist, Judi Chamberlin and I were in agreement on was the idea of taking the languageaway from our controllers/abusers. It is something that comedians use as a tool as well since doing so takes the power away from those who use the language to reduce us to “less than” so that they can delude themselves that they are “more than” and therefore entitled to control us.

That being stated then,' How are all you psychiatrists enjoying my writing behaviours?”


I was so depressed when my marriage broke up that instead of taking an anti depressant as suggested by my doctor, I got a dog instead and named him Paxil. 

I am doing all right now, thanks to Paxil.

You are not really objective observers of inherently defective human beings. That's a delusion.

You are DEFECTIVE observers of equal human beings in distress, caused by events, traumas relationships, drug and alcohol problems, or beliefs and often a combination of some of those things.  To “treat” people like self-contained “disease processes” without relationship to external reality and other people is probably the MOST damaging, isolating thing you could do. So I will ask you from here, so that you can hide and feel safe; WHY are you doing this to “us”?

Collective Pretensions

If you are worrying about how you look and sound to others, as compared to how you actually are, does that not mean that at some level of your being you actually KNOW that you are splitting and operating from behind a facade? Do you think other people don't know that or are you just counting on them joining you in the Pretence so that they too can be popular, like you, for co-operating with the currently promoted, splitting agenda and calling it “normal?”

Guess this is maybe why you folks have turned words like “compliance” into “good” character traits huh? Why....if even YOU high minded folks diagnosing the world are doing it, it MUST be right and normal! 

Seeing Things
Seeing Things
Does This Sound Familiar to Most of You?
Now do you think that is because all of us who say this sort of thing are just out of touch with reality or is it because we are IN touch with it and some
other people are having trouble accepting things at face value?

It's Nameless 

We live in a schizophrenic SOCIETY which has a grocery store brand called “No Name” which is meant to indicate that this is not a brand name and, which is registered AS a brand name, so that “no name” cannot be used by anyone else who wants to claim their generic, non branded product has “no name!”